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Thursday, March 31, 2005

this is totalli crazy. ive been spending most of my online time deleting emails. yes.... everydae ard 200-300 emails? my yahoo account la. butthen i make sure i check tt no personal mails get deleted.todae
dunno y was a veri veri tiring dae. somehow i managed to keep awake, but was veri lethargioc thruout. until during gp, mrs wong actualli forced us to take a break. i think coz everyone was stoning. i was even too lazy to sit properly tt i folded my legs on the chair. oh ya... fm lecture was realli amusing. towards the end of the lecture when most of us start spacing out, ms ng decided to use her tablet pc to do the example qn instead. and we all went 'wah' at the colour changes... and the eraser function. the best part-- while writing i think her hand touched the power button, and the whole thing shut down. haha, well, she certainly had everyone's attn, we were all clapping for her.
after sch, i went to ps to meet my mother. then at the basement met her fren, so we went for a gd cuppa coffe and kaya toast and eggs. i drank tea though, dont like coffee. the egg yolk was sooo giant la.... as compared to the ones i normalli eat, maybe its coz tt was a half-boiled egg, and i normalli boil my eggs fully.... *shrugs*went carrefour./. was looking for choc rice cakes, but couldnt find... i onli saw it at suntec carrefour before. ended up buying.... eh..... er...... lotsa biscuits, and more biscuits.... and biscuits..... and giant chicken drumsticks for me to eat =)
went toa payoh after tt, to catch ntuc's last dae of peanut butter offer. bgt 2 bottles, but the main focus wasnt peanut butter la. my mother bgt pau. and coz i was hungry she bgt 2 pieces of cake oso. yep. had a nice but super tiring time todae.
oh ya, i forgot to mention. im the proud owner of my new sonicflood cd!!!! life bkshop didnt have it, so i went trumpetpraise... its sonicflood - this generation, the one tt jon bgt a while ago. yeah! shall listen to it on my way to sch tmr morn. ladida~~

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

ah, its been quite a while since i blogged.
well, resolution to get rid of my addiction towards bread and sugar is in progress. i wont say im veri successful, coz i was stealing my mother's yam bread juz now (she says its too sweet for her.... and i have a sweet tooth.... ) yep... mornings i must have a bit of bread for breakfast. but aniwaez, drinking tea helps me ignore the withdrawal symptoms. after dinner was craving to eat the tons of ice cream tt my mother juz bgt. ended up rummaging the fridge for sumthing cold but not sweet=>cheese! yummy =) and i ate an egg too. haha, at this rate i will have to start worrying abt my cholesterol. but by then i think i would alreadi start eating sugar iff my sugar addiction subsides. (iff is an f maths term izzit???)
got back common test papers for f maths, maths c and physics yesterdae. seriousli i was disappointed. but i didnt wanna say anything in sch coz it wasnt tt teachers were disappointed with me *i hope* but my own standards la... didnt do as well as my normal. well, at least i passed. considering i spent so much time in church during he mugging season, getting my results is realli God's grace. well, isnt it the case.? the times i do well happen to be the times when i spend a super lot of time in church. so my mother oso wont scold me for hanging out in church too much... coz my studies dont suffer at all.
suspect i suffer frm some unknown mysterious disease. todae in the hall during the dialogue session with some minister my fingernails were blue, and ruifen said my lips were blue too. i wasnt at all cold, in fact i was juz nice. haha.... lilin say its low blood pressure. but i dont like to eat beef.... eat more chicken i guess.
k.... must do my projectile motion tutorial liao. its crazy, ms ng covers one topic in one tutorial..... gdness..eh, wait a min, must email sis ant first

Sunday, March 27, 2005

bah... i finished half a jar of peanut butter todae. was watching tv and didnt notice tt i was eating it until i noticed tt the newly opened jar had become half full... not a gd sign.my mother bgt 2 types of yam bread home todae =) which makes me a happy mad... but a veri sugarful one. there goes my resolution to cut down on sugar.
i opened my physics s bk and attempted to study... but after staring at pages of integrals and not understanding a single thing... i got distracted and ran off to the piano. haha, before i knew it it was one hr liao. i reckon im gonna get muscle ache in my left arm tmr... was attempting to revise the chords for 'crown Him with many crowns'. instead of changing chords every 2 beats in a bar of 4/4, i played it in such a way tt my left hand played an octave note with every beat.... so its like... 4 beats in one bar... cool, but now my arm hurts *ouch*
might attempt to read thru the physics s bk later again, but seriousli i dont see the pt, its not as if i undersand. juz hope tt even if i fail physics s they wont kick me out. i doubt i will fail the normal physics paper...

Thursday, March 24, 2005

*whew!* first round of tests finalli over. super xiong la. mondae and yesterdae papers all the way frm 8-5pm. todae not so bad. onli 1 fm paper frm 9-12. the bad? it was so tough i rpob gonna lose like 20 marks for leaving the qns blank. tts adding on to the marks i will lose by careless mistakes and watsoeva.
currently checking mail. prob with having 3 email accounts.... i waste a lot of time.craving for yam bread frm serangoon central, but weather so hot, too lazy to walk. yam bread isnt worth 1 hr of my time outside. (i counted... tts how long i take to walk there, buy bread, and walk back) ah well *shrugs* bgt pandan flavoured bread frm downstairs the 7-11 to sustain me.
oh ya... did i say? im now on a mission to try and cut down on sugar again. i dont wanna look like wenhao... so i betta dont eat so much sugary stuff. haha, nxt time eat red bean bun dont eat the red bean vs last time eat red bean bun dont eat the bun.
aniwaez im juz tired out frm piaing these past few daes. gonna play for the whole of todae. mondae still got paper. so stoopid. all the other s paper subs no test, onli stoopid physics s decide to test us. in the afternoon somemore, i rather it be in the morning, get it over and done with. which means.. i dont get to enjoy my holidae, when most pple ended yesterdae and get a real long break till nxt tues. bah... no fair! haha, considering lugging my physics s bk to church this saturdae and read up frm 1-530. but then again when i think of the amt of strength i need juz to life the bk up.... *shudders*
kk... anything interesting i can think of... may blog later on. =)

Sunday, March 20, 2005


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Saturday, March 19, 2005

todae was totalli cool man. worship experience i mean.
todae i went church at 11, haha, left the house early but reached church late. at the 1st bus stop i alighted... sat there waited until raine who took the nxt bus came. shows how slow 93 realli is.
had jam..... then i stoned in church in an attempt to study. worship experience music team had to come in white and khaki. char was wearing a skirt. so i actualli tot of wearing a skirt to join her. but after 5 mins of wearing it i felt so out of place tt i changed into my pants instead. *whew* pple like me cannot wear skirt on stage. the way i sit on the stage floor is.... well... not suited for a skirt. so we had jam again at 4... coz frm 3 plus we were rearranging the chapel stage, which was a bit messed up coz of the wedding.
well, worship ex was fun... cept my heels were hurting at the end coz i had to stand on one foot, the other foot was on the pedal, and we stood for the whole 2 hrs of service. *sweatdrop* i thoroughly enjoyed myself though. wouldnt mind going thru another round off sleepy jamming, painful standing.... its all worth it.
after service i immediately changed back to my yellow shirt and jeans,..... dont like wearing khakis.
i think todae's yas band was super zai la. they onli jammed for 1/2 hr todae but the music todae was.... well, veri nice. how to say, it flowed, and it was gd. haha, sis shuyi commented tt i had many green things. a green pen, green pencil. eh... tt was all. ultimately i like yellow la. it makes me happy =)
after service, went tp central with jon to buy my dinner of bread. haha, im eating it now.... the yam shall be my last bread, coz its my fave =)
i noe was im going be when i grow up. a wire coiler. working hrs: 930-940pm every saturdae nite in the chapel. no experience required (so i dont hafta study liao) and no pay too. haha... my mother will faint if she hears tt. ah..... senseless blogging now. my mind aint working.

Friday, March 18, 2005

im so groggy i spent a gd deal of time trying to get my blog address typed out. oh and i have new bruises./ shall tok abt tt later
todae was a normal morn. woke up, went downstairs to buy my tons of bread, read thru my physics notes, somehow ive been spending all my time doing reading and not doing qns. i dont have tt much time on my hands, so i guess i betta make sure i at least understand wats going on. afternoon went out to serangoon central the breadshop to have my daily dose of yam bread, haha, happy me =) 2 pieces of yam bread. i can eat this alone for every single meal man
went out ard 4 to serene macs. i wanted to reach there ard 430 so tt i can study a bit before the rest of the music l cell came. apparently everyone was early. we went to smu park to play soccer. tt explains my new bruises. i think i expended more energy laughing than playing. we played soccer, then touch rugby, then monkey(with a frisbee), then soccer again. the part i cant forget is when i was the monkey, then trina threw the frisbee straight at my leg.... when i was stoning. likewise i think i threw the frisbee at the monkey, onli tt at tt pt of time jeremy arrived, so i neednt be the monkey.
after tt, we went serene macs for dinner. i didnt have any appetite, so i muched on the apple i brought along, and tarpowed a double cheeseburger, which i am eating now. its cold.... but its yummy =)
jam was at the praise junction. before jam started i went to find my ex-lcell pple. was sitting around toking.... and well..... toking =) jam was totalli cool. then again, since when it isnt
haha, gotta wake up early tmr. jam frm 11-1, 3-5, serving for youth. haha, no more time left to prepare for cts on mondae like tt. ah well *shrugs*

Thursday, March 17, 2005

*burp* me is a veri bloated mad.
haha, wat happened was tt i was going out to buy my dinner of 2 yam buns for dinner. end up at the cake shop i decided to buy 2 yam buns and one potato with ham bun as well. then the auntie asked me if i wanted to buy the last of this spidery looking bread. so i was like... ok lor... aniwaez i had spare cash. and wat do i get, a veri yummy dinner, but a veri bloated stomach. haha... i have this nagging suspicion tt my bread cravings will last for a loooong time
woke up at 9 todae, went to buy my breakfast. the usual. but i realised tt not all topics r being tested for common tests. simply saying, i wasted all my time mugging, but mugging the wrong topics. how wonderful. the onli gd thing is tt i didnt realise it any later, or else i would be having a panic attack.
went outta te house for lunch. was craving for more bread. i feel bad to the 7-11 auntie. everytime i go in i buy bread out. i think shes starting to recognise me as the ger who always buys bread. and buys a lot at one go too.im now expting to see which breads r nicer. so far i like gardenia breads, the buns i mean. those which have fillings inside. not too inclined towards the sunshine ones.
oh, i think by the end of the common test period im gonna have a holy mouth. coz everytime i sit down to study i must have sumthing to munch on. todae i munched on biscuits, got another cut in my mouth. bad habit of not watching the angle of which i dump things in. but not so much blood la, now its ok liao. in gd condition to eat more bread. haha, ive been eating bread the whole dae man. no meat no veggies, juz bread, and maybe all the yam paste and red bean paste and cho custard fillings. i dont think i need tt much energy though. im not exercising, juz tt my brain is gonna conk out soon. hai~~~
oh, and i got a new bruise on my hip. coz i was contemplating whether to go up or go down the stairs. then i was abt to go down, then my mind decided i wanted to go up. so me, being extremely slow to react, walked straight into the railing. yep.... ouch

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

i feel extremely screwed. all along i tot chem papers were on mondae. gd thing sock tagged my board. or else i will go sch on mondae to find tt im gonna fail my physics papers. yep, lost my exam timetable. how wonderful...
my mother isnt home yet. i had to settle my own dinner. todae the bread shop had this wonderfulli yummy chocolate-covered doughnut. plus my all time fave yam bread. this happy person now is munching on choc filled bread. i hope this obssession with yam and choc and bread will die down soon. its an extremely expensive craving. ah well, betta than craving juz chocs.chocs r more expensive than choc bread
went church at 130 todae again. met jas choe on the way to church. sebas was supposed to buy her lunch before training, which was at 2. he came ard 2.10. but the gd thing was tt sis ant was late too, so jas had ample time to eat her lunch.
for training todae we used the drum machine. sis ant chose a drum beat and we were supposed to try and play along with it. total disaster for me man. shall not think abt it. the sonar program is cool though. we produced our own midi thingy with the intro of 'more like you'.
now we have a project. we were given a progression and we're supposed come up with a midi thingy, with layers and the works. by mid june. haha, im gonna beg my bro for use of his korg triton and his com. if he doesnt allow i will attempt to beg, steal, borrow or wateva a keyboard to connect to my com. its a fun project, but it requires a super lot of brain juice
studying is dangerous. i can prove it. todae after reading thru my notes my mouth started bleeding quite badly. haha.... its a bad habit of eating pringles while mugging. i dont exactly pay attn t wat goes into my mouth, so the.... sharper end managed to cut my mouth and.... yep..... bloody.
im tempted to go downstairs to the 7-11 to get a doughnut. the one i ate juz now was super yummy, and i havent eaten doughnuts for like........ 1 yr?
shall not think abt bread for now.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005


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this would be the card i was holding previousli.... worship experience!!! cool man

i shall be hardworking and blog. aniwaez nxt wk i wont be blogging. common tests on.... sadistic nj aint friendly to us at all. on mondae first thing in the morn got gp paper (there r 2 btw) and then after tt will be spa skill a chem, which is planning an expt. immediately following tt is the chem paper. *rolls eyes* wonder how to survive. gd thing i nv eva place high hopes on chem. im not inclined towards tt subject.
i found a new bruise on my leg while sitting with my legs stretched out on the carpet at the chapel stage. hmm... this time its a painful bruise, and once again i dunno how i managed to get it.
woke up at 930 todae. had.... er...... wat arh? lotsa bread and apple for breakfast, plus one cup of vit c one cup of tea. haha. managed to get a few bouts of stomachache after tt. read thru a bit more chem, coz i was onli halfway thru yesterdae. then went to the 7-11 downstairs to stock up on my choc-chip bread. tts one of my more favourite breads =)
rushed outta the house at 1. had keyboard training at 2 in church. haha, in the end i reached church at 130. so i went to the meeting place, bgt a can of coke, sat down and read my bk. then sebas came, then jas came... and we didnt noe where training was held.
it was a fun training la. we went thru the training manual like.... the most 20 mins? then sis ant made us take up the instruments and we had to think up of linking 4 types of playing. first majestic, then warfare, then sweet, then victorious. i guess she tot we as ./... er... older musicians would spend a short while doing it rite? wrong! we spent like an hr trying to figure it out. in the end we all became brain dead. when pda tried to give us another similar task we were...... -_-" tt type. then he simply demoed.
after training i went toa payoh for a short while. coz aniwaez i was on 157. wanted to buy biscuits frm the one-dollar shop. in the end i nv, coz wat i found there was sold at g-value for 90 cents. and my mother bgt home for me 2 types of yam bread, one pizza bread which was like... juz baked and piping hot. and tao sar piah, and similar pastry but yam paste filled. haha, i guess i neednt say wat i had for dinner. in addition to tt, some ice cream. haha... happy for now =) but mentally extremely tired.
tmr still got training. *shudders* i hafta play first keys tmr. we're oso gonna compose ringtones and sms tones. hmmmm..... tt will be sumthing diff.

Monday, March 14, 2005

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me and bel. im holding the worship experience card. its on nxt saturdae... and i can tell u its super cool. bel is holding cinema tix and hagen daz 10 bucks voucher. the sa team got first in the race =)

i have a new cd!!! sonicflood gold. i reckon im gonna be crazy over it for a while. so in the meantime, my avalon will be placed aside. best time for anyone who wants to borrow it.
todae is a super sian dae. stayed at home. forced myself to study, but.... chem sure is boring. im barely halfway thru. onli covered up to chem bonding. there r 2 major topics in my opinion. chem bonding is one, coz im veri weak in this topic even though huiren claims its super easy. nxt is organic chem. oh man... i dare not touch it. so many rxns to remember, not sure if i will be able to.
im leaving physics prob for tmr, maths will be the last. coz maths if fun! save the best for last.
i feel like a pig. i bgt a tub of cheapo magnolia ice cream juz now (coz i dont wanna eat too much of the expensive ice cream) and i whacked like 1/3 of the tub... *burp* now drinking green tea. hopefulli it will neutralise the sugar. im extremely morbid abt getting diabetes, even though my bro told me tt i will onli run te risk if im obese (i may be gaining weight, but i certainly dont think i would be classified as obese) want to noe sumthing? my bmi has increased. frm 17.0 to 18.0. go figure.
was friendster-surfing juz now. found a lot of church pple. ah well *shrugs* not realli my habit to add pple though. added jon.... who nv accessed his acc.
trying to keep my mind off the nice tub of ice cream sitting in the freezer. k... shall think abt the can of pringles i bgt juz now. went supermarket shopping la. coz while studying i need snacks or else i cant keep my concentration. now my mother thinks i eat too much bread.... she says at the rate i eat im realli gonna gain weight. bleh..... once my craving is over it will be back to normal food. i had 2 giant yam buns for lunch todae. not the ones i bgt yesterdae, but i bgt it frm the bakery juz now. its my ultimate fave la... dunno y, its super yummy. but quite ex, 1 buck each.
oh i didnt mention rite. last wk somehow on my right leg appeared 9 bruises in all *i counted* and i dunno at all how they appeared. the moment i told my mother she was like....... wats wrong with u!!!. now its much betta, onli 1 visible bruise.
toking abt counting. silly jim went to count the number of moles on my right hand. (duh... he sits on my right side... so naturalli the left side of all his papers has a lot of drawings on it) coz my right arm has many small moles... i think the grand total was abt 13? not sure la.
jim and wenhao r at maldives now.... wonder how they're managing between the activities and mugging for common tests.
tmr going church for keyboard training. hmmmm...... shall drag a bk along to study. physics la.... i dont wanna think abt disgusting chem

Sunday, March 13, 2005

harloe =) i betta blog early todae. my internet seems tro have a limit as to how long i surf. coz by the time i feel like blogging my com doesnt allow me to access the internet liao. msn still works though =) and i bet its not a coincidence tt my sis in law juz turned on her msn a few mins ago. and my bro juz logged in too
im eating my dinner now... yaya.. wat a late dinner. my newest obsession is with bread. i have choc chip bread and yam bread in front of me now
yesterdae was sheewei's bdae. with the other 2 clowns gone, sheewei being the onli clown left, grace and me prepared a bdae brownie for him. k,... not realli,. we came up with the idea and i did the baking. was cartoon. i didnt notice the oven was on grill setting. so twice the brownie came out charred.... and the smell was bad. onli when my mother came home then she realised it. sheewei was happy abt it.... *i hope*
yesterdae was the one of the rare times i left the house at 4. met raine at the bus stop and we were commenting tt it felt so weird tt we were going church so late. normalli we go early for jams, for serving until it seems out of place to go at the service time.
todae was the amazing race!! i went church ard 10 to help bro vic with his easter gear up thingy. then the games started at 1. my grp leader was sick, so somehow i got entrusted with the task of being the team leader. bah.... the stations werent all tt fun actualli. but somehow i enjoyed the being together part. we got to be karang gunis.... had to collect a min of 100 kg worth of stuff for ccss. the real karang gunis came and helped us weigh the stuff la.... so fun.our grp came in 10/14.... not tt i mind.
like 10 mins before everyone gathered bro vic asked me if i wanted to play keys. haha, the ans is obvious.... had lotsa fun even though it was first keys and not 2nd.
after everything ended, went back on 93 with jon and brian chan and daryl. went with jon to toa payoh.... (btw one of the stations was at toa payoh... and when i was running errand for bro vic i went there too... so altogether i went 3 times todae) to cold storage where he bgt mochi... and i bgt yam buns and ice cream frm ntuc.
k, talking abt my latest obsession. foccacia bread with cheese is super super nice. highly recommended! tt is, while im still crazy over it la.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

k, im not going sch tmr. signs of a pre-cold. betta stay at home and get it all off. its dangerous to get sick.
while i get the rest, its time to do a proper entry for my blog. its starting to grow mould... i can see it growing. tmr still hafta wake up early. grace's notes r with me, so i going to pass it to her before she goes off to sch/
i think i enjoy saturdaes (think?). yesterdae was missions convention. the exciting part was tt i was serving!!! we did the song 'cover the earth' and it was super super tough to get the grooves right and the song sounding ok. but we did it! we jammed on fridae frm 730 to ard 10? haha, time passes quickly during jam as compared to harmoc prac, even though both r music practices. back to service. the songs we played were cool. new sequences, new intros, and.... i will always associate the smoky smell to serving liao.
kevin farted on stage during jam on saturdae. i was having a slightly blocked nose, so before i knew it everyone except me and kevin were off stage... and i was like ... ??? then dunno who was asking for the smoke machine to be turned on, to mask the smell. oh man.... stomach was painful frm laughing after tt.
i think im gonna miss the korg. coz for a while im not serving, well, 2 wks to be exact. ah well *shrugs* lemme see. history update.
1st time i signed up for music min - 2000 (i backed out)
2nd time i signed up - december 2001
official entry into music min - jan 2002
first time serving - mar 2003
(will u believe it? i still keep the music rosters all the way frm april 2003. i nv received the march one)
first time serving 1st keys - december 2004
entry into the music l cell - jan 2005
and so.... this mth marks my 3rd yr serving, and my 4th yr in music min =)yep, looking fwd to more er... how to put it..... yrs ahead in the music min
back to yesterdae. after service went with my mother and my bro to bedok for supper. tts y i have my sorethroat. we ate 'orluak' and bbq chicken wings..... too late for regrets i guess.

*coughcough* growing a sorethroat. suspect its all the chocs and oreos. hai~~ feel like im gonna get sick. nows the best time. if i get sick any later im gonna regret it, considering tt common tests r like.... 2 wks away...

Thursday, March 03, 2005

on wednesdae while slacking before cca, i was listening to my current favourite song. and it so happened i opened this application in my phone which has a daily biblequote.

For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Matthew 6:19.

and concurrently, the chorus of this song was playing

I don't want to go somewhere,
If I know that your not there,
Cause I know that me without you,
Is a lie.
I don't want to walk that road,
Be a million miles from home,
Cause my heart needs to be,
Where you are,
So I don't want to go.

coincidence? i guess not. i was thinking. my heart would be with the music min in church. i was wrong then, in the veri ' basic' sense no, but in the .... er..... building up of the thing above the basic, yep. haha, i dont think u get wat i mean? nvm. now everytime i hear this song (which is at least 2 times a dae coz i listen to the cd all the time now ) im reminded of going back to the basics.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

im so glad todae is over man. maths test. it aint tt disgusting, but todae was bad. coz they split up the paper between tutorial and lecture. so my tutorial is first period whereas lecture is the last lesson. in between is pe... blah..... it felt bad to do the maths
feeling real drained out. somehow theres so much work to complete, yet sch takes up so much time (nope... church does not count. onli sch is the bad one here=p) cca practices till real late on tuesdaes, wednesdaes and fridaes, i wonder how come mrs lai doesnt seem to realise tt after a certain length of time practice is useless coz no one is paying attn liao. so all harmoc does is to waste time to sian us out, and to use up precious time tt could be use to get rid of my panda eyes.
ah, im now eating chocs like crazy. oh, did i mention? my mother bgt 20 bucvks worth of chocs for me, which is eh.... 6 big bars of chocs. so im eating those like crazy liao. not to take into consideration tt my father oso bgt me a lot of chocs..... like..... a lot. todae he gave me 10 bucks to splurge on the ntuc snacks section.
after sch todae the s paper students all had to sit thru a psc scholarship briefing. was an interesting talk, but not veri applicable to me. simply coz my results r onli so-so, and my cca achievements r negligible. ah well, nonetheless it was a gd 1 hr. coz it ate into cca time. after tt there was a nice reception, of which they had carrot cake!! not the chinese steamed/fried one, but the western type of baked one, covered with cream cheese, and happens to be one of my favourite cakes.
ah.... planning my slacking timetable for the nxt few daes. todae - slack. tmr - slack. fridae - slack... so on and so forth... yep =)

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