Thursday, September 21, 2006
realli considering the idea of closing down the blog liao. if u dont see this blog anytime, u noe wat happened. might be attempting a shift of addresses.
bye. thnx for visiting
bye. thnx for visiting
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
something inside me tells me that i shouldnt bother anymore, that its time to give up. the other part of me is questioning as to why i have a darn lil grape sitting on the side of my table. it prolly dropped out of the bunch of grapes i was eating juz now and sat there unnoticed. for tt matter.... random things on my table:
charlie and the choc factory dvd, 2 dvd movies+cases which im using to prop up my lappie, lappie+mouse, a piece of paper as my 'mousepad', a burnt dvd, a case of dvd rw, a fork, a bowl with the lil grape now thrown in, my moo cup, anti-static cleaning wipes, my phone, 2 vcds, church bulletin, printer ink cartridge, my jc c math tys, earphones, 2 pens+1 pencil, a ruler cover, a plastic bag, guest registration card, bro vic's wedding invitation, hair tie, used tissue, burnt cd with the webbie inside, 2 rulers, my graphic calculater, antiseptic, a paperbag. and i was wondering y my table feels so cluttered.
english lessons make me real tired. todaes one was no exception. cept i was sitting rite in front coz annie ang forgot her specs, and i realised its much easier to give an opinion frm the front as compared to when im sitting rite behind. we had to form grps of 3s to discuss a qn, so we told the guy in our row to present. somehow he was gd enough such tt nth he presented was wat we discussed, and basicalli he had the whole class bawling with laughter over the irrelevant things he was saying. me and annie ang were like... : oh.my.goodness. so in the end we had to talk as well but it was a realli gd laugh.
we were saying tt if not for the heavy workload this class would actualli be quite fun. for now its stressful. and we had to arrange for a make up lesson coz of the hari raya holiday. and the teacher told us tt we had to sacrifice our other modules to come down (in simple terms... pon lessons)
and my internet is super slow coz my torrents r running super fast. test on thurs but gd thing tmr i got a dae off. so can spend the dae mugging. oh ya! darn i btta get my tutorials done todae so tt i can concentrate on my test tmr.
i dunno wats the hype abt arts fac food being nice. its ok wat.... aiyar. as long as pple frm other facs dont come and flood the science canteen like they do arts im fine with it.
i feel like a pig todae. i feel like a pig everyday coz all i do is sit on the bus for 3 hrs daily and make my butt even fatter than it is. then i come home and sit ard which furthermore makes me a big fat lazy bum. ARGGGGHHHHHH. i hfta write a critique over the hols..... ....SAVE MEEEEE!!!! speaking of which i have a big craving for instant mee nowadaes. its nth like my choc cravings. sugar cravings last for ard 2 daes but salty cravings rarely go away
i like serving. i miss serving :( and i miss yas when i used to attend it with my old cell last yr too :( somehow theyre mostly not ard anymore. charmaine, zeehui, siauyun, xue chen...... ah well... cant ask for too much can i?
oh ya the other dae me and grace met kevin goh at habourfront mrt station. hes still the same as before la! the man of few words... with his 'kevin only' smile. annie was commenting tt he was mumbling and i told her tt the amt he spoke was alreadi a lot considering the way he is. hahaha. i think by far he is the most decent looking guy of the s04 bunch. then again.... cant realli compare when s04 was made up of mostly clowns! *coughcough*
lets see. blog is ard 2 1/2 yrs old liao. think its more or less time to close it. its getting big and i feel like getting a new blog instead.
charlie and the choc factory dvd, 2 dvd movies+cases which im using to prop up my lappie, lappie+mouse, a piece of paper as my 'mousepad', a burnt dvd, a case of dvd rw, a fork, a bowl with the lil grape now thrown in, my moo cup, anti-static cleaning wipes, my phone, 2 vcds, church bulletin, printer ink cartridge, my jc c math tys, earphones, 2 pens+1 pencil, a ruler cover, a plastic bag, guest registration card, bro vic's wedding invitation, hair tie, used tissue, burnt cd with the webbie inside, 2 rulers, my graphic calculater, antiseptic, a paperbag. and i was wondering y my table feels so cluttered.
english lessons make me real tired. todaes one was no exception. cept i was sitting rite in front coz annie ang forgot her specs, and i realised its much easier to give an opinion frm the front as compared to when im sitting rite behind. we had to form grps of 3s to discuss a qn, so we told the guy in our row to present. somehow he was gd enough such tt nth he presented was wat we discussed, and basicalli he had the whole class bawling with laughter over the irrelevant things he was saying. me and annie ang were like... : oh.my.goodness. so in the end we had to talk as well but it was a realli gd laugh.
we were saying tt if not for the heavy workload this class would actualli be quite fun. for now its stressful. and we had to arrange for a make up lesson coz of the hari raya holiday. and the teacher told us tt we had to sacrifice our other modules to come down (in simple terms... pon lessons)
and my internet is super slow coz my torrents r running super fast. test on thurs but gd thing tmr i got a dae off. so can spend the dae mugging. oh ya! darn i btta get my tutorials done todae so tt i can concentrate on my test tmr.
i dunno wats the hype abt arts fac food being nice. its ok wat.... aiyar. as long as pple frm other facs dont come and flood the science canteen like they do arts im fine with it.
i feel like a pig todae. i feel like a pig everyday coz all i do is sit on the bus for 3 hrs daily and make my butt even fatter than it is. then i come home and sit ard which furthermore makes me a big fat lazy bum. ARGGGGHHHHHH. i hfta write a critique over the hols..... ....SAVE MEEEEE!!!! speaking of which i have a big craving for instant mee nowadaes. its nth like my choc cravings. sugar cravings last for ard 2 daes but salty cravings rarely go away
i like serving. i miss serving :( and i miss yas when i used to attend it with my old cell last yr too :( somehow theyre mostly not ard anymore. charmaine, zeehui, siauyun, xue chen...... ah well... cant ask for too much can i?
oh ya the other dae me and grace met kevin goh at habourfront mrt station. hes still the same as before la! the man of few words... with his 'kevin only' smile. annie was commenting tt he was mumbling and i told her tt the amt he spoke was alreadi a lot considering the way he is. hahaha. i think by far he is the most decent looking guy of the s04 bunch. then again.... cant realli compare when s04 was made up of mostly clowns! *coughcough*
lets see. blog is ard 2 1/2 yrs old liao. think its more or less time to close it. its getting big and i feel like getting a new blog instead.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
ive had the song 'here with you' by scott krippayne for the longest time eva. but somehow it nc made veri much an impression on me till last fridae when i actualli sat down and heard the words. its a simple song, yet it was touching and it realli made me feel for the person in the story.
ah well. nth much to blog todae. nth much tt i wanna blog for tt matter.
ah well. nth much to blog todae. nth much tt i wanna blog for tt matter.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
its the end of the wk. im glad this horrible wk is over. im now assignment-free, cept ive got a nice and fat test sitting ard nxt wk to torment me.
raining daes r yucky when ur wearing sneakers and socks. i was trying to air my feet over lunch at macs and during lectures and cell. covered feet coz i had a bio lab session todae. which was funny coz we were juz supposed to learn how to use the microscope and the bunch of us who didnt noe anything abt bio were like... har??? how come??? where got such thing? and the funny thing was tt i was sitting with 2 other people in a row, the 3 of us were alone in the class. so we keep asking each other qns abt the practical which we had no idea wat to do abt it, talked some, and left without introducing our names. actualli to admit i forgot their faces already. and we got disposable labcoats. i felt like a mental patient wearing it.
then went to the adm building to hand in my english assignment. i have this morbid fear of placing it in the wrong file. ah well. i did put in a lot of effort in doing the assignment. it had betta gimme a gd grade :s i need to accumulate as many marks as i can in the practices coz the final paper is not open bk watsoeva.
lecture was plain boring and as usual i was sleeping. tmr i need to start doing my work for nxt wk coz i reckon tt sundae id be both busy and tired. meeting. plus my body will try and recuperate frm this wk, of which i nv eva will get enough sleep. im a 13-hr sleep per dae person. of coz my normal hrs r not enough.
cell was ok. had a gd time digressing and laughing too. we seem to talk abt everything but the main thing. left with a lot more thoughts than i entered with. i realised tt when i get married, the other person must be someone with whom im able to freely and openly cry in front of. then again, IF i eva get married in the first place. lotsa things on my mind. for tt matter ive had lotsa things on my mind for the longest time but there juz aint a suitable place to express them. so somehow everything juz accumulates and i feel overwhelmed. and wat i need i think is a gd cry to release all the pent-up energy. unfortunately somehow ive stopped crying and even though how sad/happy/depressed i feel, my head throbs but my eyes remain dry.
ah well. wateva mood im in now, a gd sleep will always make it betta. and tts wat im gonna do now.
then again. how much of this post is true. ha.ha.ha. ive learnt not to blog real things on public blogs. its an utterly stoopid thing to do
raining daes r yucky when ur wearing sneakers and socks. i was trying to air my feet over lunch at macs and during lectures and cell. covered feet coz i had a bio lab session todae. which was funny coz we were juz supposed to learn how to use the microscope and the bunch of us who didnt noe anything abt bio were like... har??? how come??? where got such thing? and the funny thing was tt i was sitting with 2 other people in a row, the 3 of us were alone in the class. so we keep asking each other qns abt the practical which we had no idea wat to do abt it, talked some, and left without introducing our names. actualli to admit i forgot their faces already. and we got disposable labcoats. i felt like a mental patient wearing it.
then went to the adm building to hand in my english assignment. i have this morbid fear of placing it in the wrong file. ah well. i did put in a lot of effort in doing the assignment. it had betta gimme a gd grade :s i need to accumulate as many marks as i can in the practices coz the final paper is not open bk watsoeva.
lecture was plain boring and as usual i was sleeping. tmr i need to start doing my work for nxt wk coz i reckon tt sundae id be both busy and tired. meeting. plus my body will try and recuperate frm this wk, of which i nv eva will get enough sleep. im a 13-hr sleep per dae person. of coz my normal hrs r not enough.
cell was ok. had a gd time digressing and laughing too. we seem to talk abt everything but the main thing. left with a lot more thoughts than i entered with. i realised tt when i get married, the other person must be someone with whom im able to freely and openly cry in front of. then again, IF i eva get married in the first place. lotsa things on my mind. for tt matter ive had lotsa things on my mind for the longest time but there juz aint a suitable place to express them. so somehow everything juz accumulates and i feel overwhelmed. and wat i need i think is a gd cry to release all the pent-up energy. unfortunately somehow ive stopped crying and even though how sad/happy/depressed i feel, my head throbs but my eyes remain dry.
ah well. wateva mood im in now, a gd sleep will always make it betta. and tts wat im gonna do now.
then again. how much of this post is true. ha.ha.ha. ive learnt not to blog real things on public blogs. its an utterly stoopid thing to do
Thursday, September 14, 2006
*whew* i feel like im being crushed under the pressures of sch. got another 6/10 for ANOTHER maths assignment. how wonderfulli encouraging.
did u eva look fwd to someone to sms u, that u wait eagerly for ur phone to sound
but the gd news is tt i finished my lab report, did my assignments. so wat im left with is one more assignment due tmr. at the adm building which is.......... far frm science fac. or rather i need to find a break tmr to go over and hand it in. bah! oh ya. i was surprised i finished my lab report todae. i spent onli 4 hrs on it (yes i ponned another maths lecture) as compared to the last time where i spent 7. butthen again i did stay up pretty late last nite to do it. so..... ya. and i overslept this morning coz i was so tired frm burning the midnight oil and i missed my morning lectures. wah. wonderful ive got lots to catch up on coz tt maths module i missed was the veri one i nv dont turn up for coz its the hardest to understand.
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so i will end up veri veri veri tired this wkend. AHHHHHHHH ive a busy weekend too. k i wont complain. wkends r fun though tiring. sch is tiring and stressful. so its much much much worse
juz found out tt jasmine and jon frm the sg idol finalists (now 2 left i think) r frm nus. jasmine being frm the life sci yr 1! erm....... i didnt expect such a thing? i tot we were more sensible than to go for a competition which sucks up time and energy?
and u receive a lot of msgs, and each time the ringtone sounds u immediately snatch ur phone and open it
oh ya and assignment for tmr! oh my gdness im so gonna die for it. juz got told tt my conclusion for the assignment is hopelessly wrong and i have no heck of an idea of wat it should be instead. and it is graded . darn. i hate english. i hate sch.
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and i feel royally stupid in sch. once i used to easily get high marks, but i find tt as i progressed on to higher levels of education the people ard me get smarter and i get stupider. and of coz, now reaching the highest lvl i plan to go (for now) i find myself royally stupid. no longer am i near the top or above average, rather i find myself just plain, average. which is a new idea to me :s
and so wat is a uni education for? i realise that its actualli quite useless unless u wan to become aprofessor, or specialise in an elite profession which requires much more than just your normal a lvl degree. most office jobs dont realli need a degree. wat a job needs is a person with a reasonable amt of education, and an aptitude to continue learning and fitting into the job. so y study? in wat way will i be able to apply wat i learn into wat i work as? besides being able to draw a slightly better pay?
but yet each time u read ur msg, u sigh in disappointment coz its not the one u were waiting for
and i used to think quite well abt a certain jc. but todae in the bus, there were like a classful of them, taking the bus frm orchard back to sch and going home hrs. and while standing they didnt bother to move right to the back of the bus, leaving the poor people at the front all squashed up like strawberries in strawberry jam (yes random i noe) and after like 15 mins 3 guys finalli moved to the back. BUT the bunch of girls and a guy (who was happily abt to cuddle one girl) didnt bother and choked up the area. they saw that the front was packed, they saw that the back was empty, but they chose to ignore. one incident and my gd impression of tt sch is gone. haasty generalisation i noe, but by mad's reasoning it aint a fallacy.
and i hate being wat i am now. its demoralising. im tired. realli.
i got scratches on my lappie. i dunno how but its there:( i dont even put it tgt with stapled papers unless they r in a file. so.... :(
did u eva look fwd to someone to sms u, that u wait eagerly for ur phone to sound
but the gd news is tt i finished my lab report, did my assignments. so wat im left with is one more assignment due tmr. at the adm building which is.......... far frm science fac. or rather i need to find a break tmr to go over and hand it in. bah! oh ya. i was surprised i finished my lab report todae. i spent onli 4 hrs on it (yes i ponned another maths lecture) as compared to the last time where i spent 7. butthen again i did stay up pretty late last nite to do it. so..... ya. and i overslept this morning coz i was so tired frm burning the midnight oil and i missed my morning lectures. wah. wonderful ive got lots to catch up on coz tt maths module i missed was the veri one i nv dont turn up for coz its the hardest to understand.
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so i will end up veri veri veri tired this wkend. AHHHHHHHH ive a busy weekend too. k i wont complain. wkends r fun though tiring. sch is tiring and stressful. so its much much much worse
juz found out tt jasmine and jon frm the sg idol finalists (now 2 left i think) r frm nus. jasmine being frm the life sci yr 1! erm....... i didnt expect such a thing? i tot we were more sensible than to go for a competition which sucks up time and energy?
and u receive a lot of msgs, and each time the ringtone sounds u immediately snatch ur phone and open it
oh ya and assignment for tmr! oh my gdness im so gonna die for it. juz got told tt my conclusion for the assignment is hopelessly wrong and i have no heck of an idea of wat it should be instead. and it is graded . darn. i hate english. i hate sch.
.
and i feel royally stupid in sch. once i used to easily get high marks, but i find tt as i progressed on to higher levels of education the people ard me get smarter and i get stupider. and of coz, now reaching the highest lvl i plan to go (for now) i find myself royally stupid. no longer am i near the top or above average, rather i find myself just plain, average. which is a new idea to me :s
and so wat is a uni education for? i realise that its actualli quite useless unless u wan to become aprofessor, or specialise in an elite profession which requires much more than just your normal a lvl degree. most office jobs dont realli need a degree. wat a job needs is a person with a reasonable amt of education, and an aptitude to continue learning and fitting into the job. so y study? in wat way will i be able to apply wat i learn into wat i work as? besides being able to draw a slightly better pay?
but yet each time u read ur msg, u sigh in disappointment coz its not the one u were waiting for
and i used to think quite well abt a certain jc. but todae in the bus, there were like a classful of them, taking the bus frm orchard back to sch and going home hrs. and while standing they didnt bother to move right to the back of the bus, leaving the poor people at the front all squashed up like strawberries in strawberry jam (yes random i noe) and after like 15 mins 3 guys finalli moved to the back. BUT the bunch of girls and a guy (who was happily abt to cuddle one girl) didnt bother and choked up the area. they saw that the front was packed, they saw that the back was empty, but they chose to ignore. one incident and my gd impression of tt sch is gone. haasty generalisation i noe, but by mad's reasoning it aint a fallacy.
and i hate being wat i am now. its demoralising. im tired. realli.
i got scratches on my lappie. i dunno how but its there:( i dont even put it tgt with stapled papers unless they r in a file. so.... :(
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ARGHHH ive got so much work for the nxt 3 daes i dunno how to complete
1. english assignment which im not even halfway thru. its due on fridae but considering my schedule and the location at which im supposed to hand up....
2. maths assignment of which i dunno how to do
3. maths tutorial which has so many qns
4. lab report which i cant start doing yet. coz the results will be taken tmr and then i will need an additional 6-7 hrs to do the report.
and i dont have time till thurs nite to do everything. im not free tmr nite and i cant stay up late to do coz i have early lecture on thurs.
how??? i feel like crying. so many things to do and all save for the tutorial r graded.
1. english assignment which im not even halfway thru. its due on fridae but considering my schedule and the location at which im supposed to hand up....
2. maths assignment of which i dunno how to do
3. maths tutorial which has so many qns
4. lab report which i cant start doing yet. coz the results will be taken tmr and then i will need an additional 6-7 hrs to do the report.
and i dont have time till thurs nite to do everything. im not free tmr nite and i cant stay up late to do coz i have early lecture on thurs.
how??? i feel like crying. so many things to do and all save for the tutorial r graded.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
rite now im feeling jaded. as in, tired of things but yet im juz standing by the side watching unaffected. somehow things occur over and over again to evoke the same feelings in me. and suddenly i realise that i react the same way everytime, and its getting tiring to keep going back to square one. its prolly betta for me on my part to just ensure that nths gonna happen that will cause the cycle to happen again. rite. who am i kidding?
been doing work the whole dae. not mugging, but doing hw. how wonderfulli fun *rolls eyes* project grp is supposed to meet online at 10pm. its 10.16 on my clock and no one save for me is online. nice.
been doing work the whole dae. not mugging, but doing hw. how wonderfulli fun *rolls eyes* project grp is supposed to meet online at 10pm. its 10.16 on my clock and no one save for me is online. nice.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
ok. got quite a lot of nonsense to tok abt.
vision rally today! helped out to collect the pledges and count the total amt. so i tot tt using my calculator would be too slow, so at least the 12 times table wasnt all tt hard. and then i decided tt adding up all the cards would be a hassle if i used m calculator so i did it mentalli. i think raine was freaked out. apparently andre the uncle was in computing in nus last time, so i asked him abt it since im considering it as a minor. hahahaha! apparantly its the basic course which is the hardest. maybe when i take it i take maths modules and nth else with lab (maths labs r ok) so tt i can concentrate on the computing module. fun! tt is, if i dont die this term.
lemme see: assignment due on mondae, thursdae and fridae. project due on tues, lab report which is gonna suck up all my time due on fridae. wonderful. now, where do i find the time to complete everything? oh! tmr! im free the whole dae! besides tt? erm..............
took the cell out to macs for dinner! it was hilarious! char was embaressed coz we suddenly burst out in a happy birthday song for her. i mean it when i say 'burst out'. chloe kept eating the fries i threw over (she was on the other end) and i had a lot of fries. then tuna licked the fry and threw it over and chloe ate it!!!! then tuna stuck it in her nose and decided not to throw it coz chloe is a person who will realli eat it if u dare her too. aniwaez subsequently tuna was asking: would u eat the fry if i licked it like tt? :proceeded to lick the whole length of fry* and IT WAS THE FRY SHE STUCK INTO HER NOSE. jolyn spent all her time laughing and who noes she prolly has abs frm laughing so hard.
yep tts abt it. took 93 home. its ironic coz beginning of the yr when i didnt have a concession pass, i took 153 home and thus had to do a lot of walking. so i wished i had a pass so tt bus rides wont be so expensive and i could take 93 to another bus stop to change to the bus tt brings me rite home. but now tt i have concession pass, i find myself wanting to take 153 home. maybe its coz theres no longer a 93 gang with whom i can take the bus. and well, though 153 is a longer journey in terms of time and distance, chances of a=having anyone i noe go to the bus stop and take the bus r veri low, and i kinda like being alone on the bus. and it feels great to take a long walk home after a dae in church. ill blast music in my ears and walk down the hill and enjoy the night sky. i wont think of much in particular, id juz listen to my music, whether sad or happy it doesnt affect me (except for the song which has veri irregular drum beats), and enjoy the 10-15 mins of solitude. its no fun to do it in the dae coz id get sticky and gross frm the walking, but nitetime is fine. maybe id take 153 home again nxt time. its oso a betta bus i feel coz i dont feel the rush of time as i sit myself comfortably in the bus. there aint anyone ard i noe so i dont feel compelled to think of sumthing to say. and best of all, i dont have to change bus, which i absolutely detest. prolly the onli con is tt i have music blasting so i wont noe when my phone is making noise and i wont bother to check it aniwaez,
yep. came home and realised tt mum ate the apple pie :( and tt there aint any junk food ard. i like junk food when i do work, it makes things more bearable. ah well. i could do with less of those things aniwaez.
vision rally today! helped out to collect the pledges and count the total amt. so i tot tt using my calculator would be too slow, so at least the 12 times table wasnt all tt hard. and then i decided tt adding up all the cards would be a hassle if i used m calculator so i did it mentalli. i think raine was freaked out. apparently andre the uncle was in computing in nus last time, so i asked him abt it since im considering it as a minor. hahahaha! apparantly its the basic course which is the hardest. maybe when i take it i take maths modules and nth else with lab (maths labs r ok) so tt i can concentrate on the computing module. fun! tt is, if i dont die this term.
lemme see: assignment due on mondae, thursdae and fridae. project due on tues, lab report which is gonna suck up all my time due on fridae. wonderful. now, where do i find the time to complete everything? oh! tmr! im free the whole dae! besides tt? erm..............
took the cell out to macs for dinner! it was hilarious! char was embaressed coz we suddenly burst out in a happy birthday song for her. i mean it when i say 'burst out'. chloe kept eating the fries i threw over (she was on the other end) and i had a lot of fries. then tuna licked the fry and threw it over and chloe ate it!!!! then tuna stuck it in her nose and decided not to throw it coz chloe is a person who will realli eat it if u dare her too. aniwaez subsequently tuna was asking: would u eat the fry if i licked it like tt? :proceeded to lick the whole length of fry* and IT WAS THE FRY SHE STUCK INTO HER NOSE. jolyn spent all her time laughing and who noes she prolly has abs frm laughing so hard.
yep tts abt it. took 93 home. its ironic coz beginning of the yr when i didnt have a concession pass, i took 153 home and thus had to do a lot of walking. so i wished i had a pass so tt bus rides wont be so expensive and i could take 93 to another bus stop to change to the bus tt brings me rite home. but now tt i have concession pass, i find myself wanting to take 153 home. maybe its coz theres no longer a 93 gang with whom i can take the bus. and well, though 153 is a longer journey in terms of time and distance, chances of a=having anyone i noe go to the bus stop and take the bus r veri low, and i kinda like being alone on the bus. and it feels great to take a long walk home after a dae in church. ill blast music in my ears and walk down the hill and enjoy the night sky. i wont think of much in particular, id juz listen to my music, whether sad or happy it doesnt affect me (except for the song which has veri irregular drum beats), and enjoy the 10-15 mins of solitude. its no fun to do it in the dae coz id get sticky and gross frm the walking, but nitetime is fine. maybe id take 153 home again nxt time. its oso a betta bus i feel coz i dont feel the rush of time as i sit myself comfortably in the bus. there aint anyone ard i noe so i dont feel compelled to think of sumthing to say. and best of all, i dont have to change bus, which i absolutely detest. prolly the onli con is tt i have music blasting so i wont noe when my phone is making noise and i wont bother to check it aniwaez,
yep. came home and realised tt mum ate the apple pie :( and tt there aint any junk food ard. i like junk food when i do work, it makes things more bearable. ah well. i could do with less of those things aniwaez.
Friday, September 08, 2006
crappy day and im grumpy now.
it started out pretty well and physics tutorial was quite fun coz it was the onli tutorial where the tutor did not tak and we all talked a lot. we had to do presentations and i think the class was laughing at the way i talk to myself. erm. think 18 pple with chairs squashed into a rm much smaller than ur average rm at home. ya.
my locker is jammed. darn. couldnt open the lock todae so i tot maybe its coz im not gd at combination locks, and annie ang tried it and couldnt open it. dangnow i dunno wat to do. i have this feeling reporting it will be veri frustrating as the admin peeps will juz take me for a silly freshman who doesnt noe how to maneuver a combination lock
and the girl in my maths tutorial is so irritating. i felt like i could see into her nostrils when we spoke. grrrrrrr. she kept asking me "is science ur first choice" and she went on to 'boast' of how she didnt get into business in smu coz it was veri hard to get in *rolls eyes*. and went on to ask how my a lvl results were. i said they were ok and she said: ya, science is VERY EASY to get into. wat a snob! so wat shes saying essentially is that onli pple who dont do well get into science? sorri lor science fac is my first choice and wat is she doing in here then? chey!
and i got 3/5 for my maths assignment. my fault :( learnt everything before but coz i compute everything in a few steps and the assignment required the laborious task of breaking down every step. :(:(:( i feel veri veri stoopid.
and my english project is in urgent need of attention! stoopid english class. i havent even looked at my assignment yet.
k enough of ranting. grrrr.... im still irritated at veri stoopid pple. shall go back to reading my txtbk
it started out pretty well and physics tutorial was quite fun coz it was the onli tutorial where the tutor did not tak and we all talked a lot. we had to do presentations and i think the class was laughing at the way i talk to myself. erm. think 18 pple with chairs squashed into a rm much smaller than ur average rm at home. ya.
my locker is jammed. darn. couldnt open the lock todae so i tot maybe its coz im not gd at combination locks, and annie ang tried it and couldnt open it. dangnow i dunno wat to do. i have this feeling reporting it will be veri frustrating as the admin peeps will juz take me for a silly freshman who doesnt noe how to maneuver a combination lock
and the girl in my maths tutorial is so irritating. i felt like i could see into her nostrils when we spoke. grrrrrrr. she kept asking me "is science ur first choice" and she went on to 'boast' of how she didnt get into business in smu coz it was veri hard to get in *rolls eyes*. and went on to ask how my a lvl results were. i said they were ok and she said: ya, science is VERY EASY to get into. wat a snob! so wat shes saying essentially is that onli pple who dont do well get into science? sorri lor science fac is my first choice and wat is she doing in here then? chey!
and i got 3/5 for my maths assignment. my fault :( learnt everything before but coz i compute everything in a few steps and the assignment required the laborious task of breaking down every step. :(:(:( i feel veri veri stoopid.
and my english project is in urgent need of attention! stoopid english class. i havent even looked at my assignment yet.
k enough of ranting. grrrr.... im still irritated at veri stoopid pple. shall go back to reading my txtbk
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
ah. havent blogged for a short while. now tt im more or less ok suddenly i feel overwhelmed by my work :S
1. i ponned linear algebra lectures for finishing up my physics lab report and the other coz i was feeling all sick and crappy. so now im worried tt i cant catch up (rite even though i spent like 1/2 a yr of jc learning all those concepts).
2. my english modules is realli overwhelming. even though its non-examinable but the workload is simply ridiculous. im sure the pple who took this previous semesters have suffered so greatly that they chose the option "i strongly recommend this course for the next sem peeps" (rite.... admit! how many of u do tt. i do!)
3. my other maths modules r so darn hard i dunno how to do the qns (coz i sleep thru the lectures.... and i juz attempted my assignments and tutorials)
4. im thinking of switching majors and taking up a minor BUT i havent worked out the details yet, so im still pretty confused. btw im juz thinking between pure maths and applied maths... im majoring in pure now, not a big diff for 1st yr studies
5. i wanna go for the summer program but its 4.5k!!! so ex but i wanna go! its worth 8mcs! wat a gd deal!
bah. feeling pretty tired even though as compared to jc the system has supposedly less work (but we squeeze in wat jc peeps learn in 1 1/2 yrs into 13 wks! beat tt) i cant wait for nxt sem to take computing. i think it'd be fun even though its super tough. and im veri interested to take it as a minor coz i noticed a media module in one of the higher lvls! then again... see how.
i ate junk food ytd! yay! which made me feel crappier. but at least it satiates my cravings. mum bgt deep fried pork ribs for me todae which i felt was more like deep fried pork fat with the bone.
and bel has finalli gotten her lappie!!! yay!!! so will i cya online during lessons??? then again im not online during lessons. im in screensaver mode. bringing my lappie to sch tmr so tt i can do my english project. and not to mention my first CA, and my position paper..... arghhhHHHh
hannah asked to serve this wk instead of me so yay! i get to go church at 3. ultimately i think id end up in church early la. not used to going there after 2. but at least its a short break. i realised im pretty starved of sleep.
aniwaez i like this quote frm my maths lecture:"Algebra is the offer made by the devil to the mathematician. The devil says :'I will give you this powerful machine, it will answer any question you like. All you need to do is give me your soul: give up geometry and you will have this marvellous machine." Sir Micheal Atiyah
rite. so algebra is evil. Y DO WE STILL DO GEOMETRY!!!
and i ran out of instant noodles. again. ive been relying on it too much for my meals. bah! i love my lappie! its heavy and bulky but it suits me. so i love it!
wat is a circular argument? (as quoted frm my teacher)
gf: you must love me.
Bf: why?
gf: because you must love me.
rite.
1. i ponned linear algebra lectures for finishing up my physics lab report and the other coz i was feeling all sick and crappy. so now im worried tt i cant catch up (rite even though i spent like 1/2 a yr of jc learning all those concepts).
2. my english modules is realli overwhelming. even though its non-examinable but the workload is simply ridiculous. im sure the pple who took this previous semesters have suffered so greatly that they chose the option "i strongly recommend this course for the next sem peeps" (rite.... admit! how many of u do tt. i do!)
3. my other maths modules r so darn hard i dunno how to do the qns (coz i sleep thru the lectures.... and i juz attempted my assignments and tutorials)
4. im thinking of switching majors and taking up a minor BUT i havent worked out the details yet, so im still pretty confused. btw im juz thinking between pure maths and applied maths... im majoring in pure now, not a big diff for 1st yr studies
5. i wanna go for the summer program but its 4.5k!!! so ex but i wanna go! its worth 8mcs! wat a gd deal!
bah. feeling pretty tired even though as compared to jc the system has supposedly less work (but we squeeze in wat jc peeps learn in 1 1/2 yrs into 13 wks! beat tt) i cant wait for nxt sem to take computing. i think it'd be fun even though its super tough. and im veri interested to take it as a minor coz i noticed a media module in one of the higher lvls! then again... see how.
i ate junk food ytd! yay! which made me feel crappier. but at least it satiates my cravings. mum bgt deep fried pork ribs for me todae which i felt was more like deep fried pork fat with the bone.
and bel has finalli gotten her lappie!!! yay!!! so will i cya online during lessons??? then again im not online during lessons. im in screensaver mode. bringing my lappie to sch tmr so tt i can do my english project. and not to mention my first CA, and my position paper..... arghhhHHHh
hannah asked to serve this wk instead of me so yay! i get to go church at 3. ultimately i think id end up in church early la. not used to going there after 2. but at least its a short break. i realised im pretty starved of sleep.
aniwaez i like this quote frm my maths lecture:"Algebra is the offer made by the devil to the mathematician. The devil says :'I will give you this powerful machine, it will answer any question you like. All you need to do is give me your soul: give up geometry and you will have this marvellous machine." Sir Micheal Atiyah
rite. so algebra is evil. Y DO WE STILL DO GEOMETRY!!!
and i ran out of instant noodles. again. ive been relying on it too much for my meals. bah! i love my lappie! its heavy and bulky but it suits me. so i love it!
wat is a circular argument? (as quoted frm my teacher)
gf: you must love me.
Bf: why?
gf: because you must love me.
rite.
Monday, September 04, 2006
being sick is no fun. i feel like im having a high temp with the sickening running nose and watery eyes and sore throat and darn throbbing headaches. but thermomter tells me im prefectly healthy. i dont understand.
basicalli had a crappy dae in sch coz i was juz sleeping thru all my lectures. i survived! it was a 10-hr dae with 1 hr of break, 6 hrs straight, 1 hr lunch, and 3 hrs after tt. of which i spent 4 hrs sleeping. someone remind me to get back to doing my cell report and my other stuff after this blows over
and not to mention i have english hw to do! ARGH I HATE ENGLISH! who in their right minds chooses eng for a general module? ME. coz i cant possibly tgake any arts sub, i shouldve juz gone for the stats module which can be considered as a grp b module too. bah!!
and since i cant eat 'aggravating' foods, the craving for them is so much stronger. not to mention tt i have a kfc coupon thingy beside me on my bed, and hek on normal daes i dont realli think abt kfc. grrrr oh ya i was eating this choc chip muffin during lecture, and ended up reducing the whole cake to crumbs coz i was looking for the chocolate chips. and was left with a bag of mush....
msn is getting boring. no one to tok to liao :s
basicalli had a crappy dae in sch coz i was juz sleeping thru all my lectures. i survived! it was a 10-hr dae with 1 hr of break, 6 hrs straight, 1 hr lunch, and 3 hrs after tt. of which i spent 4 hrs sleeping. someone remind me to get back to doing my cell report and my other stuff after this blows over
and not to mention i have english hw to do! ARGH I HATE ENGLISH! who in their right minds chooses eng for a general module? ME. coz i cant possibly tgake any arts sub, i shouldve juz gone for the stats module which can be considered as a grp b module too. bah!!
and since i cant eat 'aggravating' foods, the craving for them is so much stronger. not to mention tt i have a kfc coupon thingy beside me on my bed, and hek on normal daes i dont realli think abt kfc. grrrr oh ya i was eating this choc chip muffin during lecture, and ended up reducing the whole cake to crumbs coz i was looking for the chocolate chips. and was left with a bag of mush....
msn is getting boring. no one to tok to liao :s
Sunday, September 03, 2006
ugghhhhh. woke up feeling even yuckier than ytd. looks like im gonna push my tues hw to tmr to do. of which of coz tmr nite id be regretting tt. gd thing is tt mum's making chicken soup for me todae. so it aint too bad. *sigh*
and oh i realised tt i realli loe blogging a lot, so i can type in all sorts of nonsense and u all have no idea when im typing in interesting stuff when im typing in nonsense...hahahahaha!!!
and i had the weirdest dream last nite. have been dreaming realli weird stuff recently. gdness!
and oh i realised tt i realli loe blogging a lot, so i can type in all sorts of nonsense and u all have no idea when im typing in interesting stuff when im typing in nonsense...hahahahaha!!!
and i had the weirdest dream last nite. have been dreaming realli weird stuff recently. gdness!
Saturday, September 02, 2006
i suspect im falling sick. bah! came home after z1 service coz of the silly masteringphysics assignment which closes at 12.10am! how silly. finished it liao but i was pretty irritated with it. came home, took a nap of which i started getting my sore throat. i even dreamt tt while i was coughing out phlegm i coughed out a giant ball of hair, like..... long hair... not short stubby hair, and i dont bite my own hair! feeling yucky now but i figure i might as well do my eng hw otherwise im gonna procrastinate and get into serious trouble on tues.
ytd nite we were supposed to choose our lab slots for bio. the system opened at 9pm and everyone rushed for the same slot as i chose, so now the class is full but at least i got it. quite silly lor. the lecturer made all this commotion. he said those with broadband have an advantage, and tt if we realli wan our slot we'd betta log on at 9. which explains y there was a rush for the lab slots.
and im sneezing all over my shirt. trying my best not to sneeze all over my lappie. i noe tt most pple noe me for my wonderful drooling tendencies, but i like this lappie quite a lot. so....
arghhhhhh! tmr still got meeting. id betta not be feeling crappy, not to mention tt mondae is my ultra long dae - 9 hrs worth of lessons, 1 hr worth of break. i need my energy!!! at least i get my wed off for this wk. i wanna watch Love Wrecked by amanda bynes! her previous show ' She's the man' was realli nice. but i have too much space in my wallet for movies lor. grace wans to watch 'the devil wears prada' but im like.... er....... and she said i have no butt!! wat the
bah. hate my blocked nose. family is out HAVING SEAFOOD and im stuck at home sick and doing my work....... sista grace said tt uni students r veri free so we should make full use of them. shes the honours graduate. im the freshman. and i dont see how she could have so much time whereas i have so much work. maybe im juz adjusting to my new life. maybe its the diff b/w arts and science. chey! i wanna eat macs at engine fac!!! i hear its much cheaper than outside! not to mention the wireless network there is definitely faster than any other macs (coz its nus network... duh!)
oh ya have i said i love my lappie? even though its bigger than most laptops, but i have a nice and big screen, and im getting used to its functions so i kinda like it even though the carrying around of it is pretty hard. i got muscle aches in my legs. y my legs and not my shoulders??? maybe its coz my legs carry an additional 4-5 kg while climbing up the numerous stairs in science fac.
the thing i remember about the gags/jokes on tvmobile is tt at the end of it the curtain closes and the green monsters cries: mummy! its over!!! funny how we wish the happy/funny times never end, but yet if they dont end, other gd/bad times will not come and we'd nv move on. my life as a uniformed student is over. i can't feel secure in the past coz wat waits for me is wats ahead of me and not wats behind. do i make sense? i dont unerstand myself. but i guess tts how we all r - complicated creatures who appear simple at first glance
ytd nite we were supposed to choose our lab slots for bio. the system opened at 9pm and everyone rushed for the same slot as i chose, so now the class is full but at least i got it. quite silly lor. the lecturer made all this commotion. he said those with broadband have an advantage, and tt if we realli wan our slot we'd betta log on at 9. which explains y there was a rush for the lab slots.
and im sneezing all over my shirt. trying my best not to sneeze all over my lappie. i noe tt most pple noe me for my wonderful drooling tendencies, but i like this lappie quite a lot. so....
arghhhhhh! tmr still got meeting. id betta not be feeling crappy, not to mention tt mondae is my ultra long dae - 9 hrs worth of lessons, 1 hr worth of break. i need my energy!!! at least i get my wed off for this wk. i wanna watch Love Wrecked by amanda bynes! her previous show ' She's the man' was realli nice. but i have too much space in my wallet for movies lor. grace wans to watch 'the devil wears prada' but im like.... er....... and she said i have no butt!! wat the
bah. hate my blocked nose. family is out HAVING SEAFOOD and im stuck at home sick and doing my work....... sista grace said tt uni students r veri free so we should make full use of them. shes the honours graduate. im the freshman. and i dont see how she could have so much time whereas i have so much work. maybe im juz adjusting to my new life. maybe its the diff b/w arts and science. chey! i wanna eat macs at engine fac!!! i hear its much cheaper than outside! not to mention the wireless network there is definitely faster than any other macs (coz its nus network... duh!)
oh ya have i said i love my lappie? even though its bigger than most laptops, but i have a nice and big screen, and im getting used to its functions so i kinda like it even though the carrying around of it is pretty hard. i got muscle aches in my legs. y my legs and not my shoulders??? maybe its coz my legs carry an additional 4-5 kg while climbing up the numerous stairs in science fac.
the thing i remember about the gags/jokes on tvmobile is tt at the end of it the curtain closes and the green monsters cries: mummy! its over!!! funny how we wish the happy/funny times never end, but yet if they dont end, other gd/bad times will not come and we'd nv move on. my life as a uniformed student is over. i can't feel secure in the past coz wat waits for me is wats ahead of me and not wats behind. do i make sense? i dont unerstand myself. but i guess tts how we all r - complicated creatures who appear simple at first glance
