life is a contradiction

finalli the wkend is here!!!
has been a super long... but slack dae... hmmm.... wat was interesting... eh... after cheena[which its my free period], me shiwei jim and jason were late to class coz jason was toking to the cheena teacher... end up ms ng got a little angry la.... then ask us qn abt the tutorial thing lor... ha!... gd thing i decided to be hardworking for once and finished up my work... =) then,... er... lunch we went this place in bukit timah [ where got one whole row of coffee shop one]... for chicken rice... had chicken rice+onion omelette+fried kailan... lets juz say tt wat i ate was mainly onli chicken rice... dunno who offered me 2 bucks to eat some veggies... i didnt get the money
hmm... was a tiring 2 hrs worth of tutorials after lunch... but harmoc... the instructor came at 530... [for once]... and he made us play blue tango many times... makes me veri tired... coz tt piece super xiong
eh... after harmoc the bass and 2nd chro went to kap macs to eat... haha.... was veri fun... i shared with grace one meal... and i was shooting ice... saw it go down 2 pple's shirt... =p then we were trying to get danson to blush... so got someone to tell him tt got junior like him... then we take photo.. but it didnt work... in the end he blushed... coz dawn said we play the zhong ji mi ma... loser has to kiss danson... then dunno wat he started blushing... hahaha... so obvious his face was red lor... hmm... veri fun playing around.. we laugh and laugh.... fun la =) and the seniors treated us to ice cream... yeah!!... my fave is ice cream liao
now super tired... betta sleep soon... tmr must wake up early... =)

i juz had tom yum soup with porridge.... and a 2 hr long nap... =) haha... so shuang
todae... hmmm... as ALWAYS... i woke up 20 mins late... maybe i should set my alarm 20 mins earlier.... so tt i can wake up on time... eh... *sweatdrop*.... betta not... then gp was sooooooooooooooooooo boring.... 2 hrs long... so i put my head on the table and like tt lor... actualli i was sleepy... but i was not sleeping... juz tt i too lazy to keep my head up.... hai~~~... will feel guilty to ms yap if i juz fall asleep like tt
oh... and physics was nonsensical man... firstly, they changed our seating plan... for me no diff... our class still same place... huiren's class directly above mine... =) and gdness... dunno how come the physics teachers came up with the idea of taking photo of us to check our attendance *rolls eyes*... hai~~... i doubt tt digicam is sharp enough for them to pointedly recognise us even if we're absent... ha... but we wasted at least 1/2 of the lecture juz waiting for them to take finish their photos....
then.... hmm... physics prac todae quite ok la... it was a heating experiment... quite fun... ms yee allowed the fans to be slightly on... so wasnt tt hot... then at least now we watch tmeperature of the thermometer... betta than last wk see the ruler swing here swing there... haha.... hmmm..... was a nice lesson... cept tt we had to wear goggles... i dont like tt.... and at first i put my goggles around my neck[heh... maisha put above her head like sunglasses like tt]... and ms yee said wat we all wear goggles,.. but nv where it sould be... =p
its raining now... perfect weather to sleep man... but too bad... i juz woke up... =) later must go rush my forces tutorial... up till now i still nv do... *oops*

hai~~... dunno wat to say leh... todae nth much happen... coz there werent much boring stuff to complain abt. maybe gp... its slack... not boring... we were doing point of views... maybe ms yap tot tt since all of us english a1... then we juz hafta wotk on forming opinions... but lessons all tok and discussion./... no writing yet... *whew*eh... like tt lor... i find tt for pw, even though we meet the same amt of times as other grps... ut somehow we got a lot of things finalised liao... now juz hafta come up with a proposal tt will hopefulli be approved... =)
yup... nth much realli happened todae.... hmmm.... yup =)

*yawn*... its been a loooooooong dae...
as usual... i woke up 20 mins late... =) then... hmmm... ya lor... like tt lor... juz been a real boring dae
aniwaez... finalli got rid of my cheena stuff... gave it to jason since he wanted it... heh... im free of cheena =) one thing i dont understand... when i nv pay attn during f maths tutorial ms ng nv call me one... then todae i pay a lot a lot a lot [i think] of attn then she keep saying... 'mad... u heard wat i say??' heh... actualli i didnt... i was doing the qns la...
pe.... hmm.... quite fun... 1/2 hr dilly dally... then 15 mins training[not too xiong oso].. then the last 15 mins we played captains ball using a rugby ball... was fun, cept tt my stomach was pain lor.... like gastric abt to happen like tt... then i run oso veri hard.... the weird thing is tt i ate normalli for lunch... aniwaez so after pe i went to buy root beer float[yes it came with CHOCOLATE CHIP ice cream *sweatdrop*].. then go home i felt like puking... guan wen seems to be obssessed with his tiger balm thing... the one tt heats up the muscles.... been seeing the thing around la....
and dinner.... heh... the same as 2 daes ago... the porridge plus salted egg plus mince meat with tofu... could get addictive.... =)
hai~... one thing i dont like abt blogs... is tt once it starts to have more pple... then i cant realli write wat i feel.... *sigh* i find tt actualli im a person who wont say exactly wat i feel... esp in sch, like if im not happy i wont say one, coz i dont like to like... sour things... ya lor.... and if i dont like someone or i think someone dont like me[no... its not abt bb...] i still wont say.. coz it wont do any gd....

the macs the chicken fillet is not bad... i juz had it... not veri spectacular though... maybe its coz i not hungry... =)
as usual... mondaes r boring daes... coz got all the tutorial... plus gp... todae gp i slack la... we onli had to discuss veri simple stuff then present... not too hard...
and aniwaez for college dae food fair s04 got 2nd highest bid... and we got the A zone... which means we get a veri gd spot of stalls... plus we get the 2nd priority in choosing wat we wanna sell... =) speaking of which we predicted correctly, the b zone[which is supposedly not as good as the a zone] was overbidded... so ultimately the A zone was still the best... yeah! hmmm... college dae on the 15th may... i think outsiders r invited rite???? if so everyone who noe me come support my class stall... i helping out with advertising and selling of food... sock objected to me being in the food production team... *hmphhh*... coz she scared i poison the food... there is a possibility of tt too... =)
pe was fun... we played captain's ball.... ha.... i think my team won.... dunno... we didnt keep track of scores... juz play for fun... and i tell u... juz now i was holding the ball.. then someone shouted 'left!!left!!'... and i threw to the left... turns out it was wenhao[frm the opposing team]... i think after tt my team snatched back the ball... but not after i beat him up quite nicely.... heh... after the game i went to disturb him again
the soccer match was nj vs yj... frm wat i heard nj lost 1-2... hai~~~... aniwaez then the hairy leg guy and my first dance partner came back... dunno for wat.... they change a bit[in appearance la]....
hmmm.... tmr after pe i wanna go church kpo te study session thing... but should i??? i will feel bad la... everyone studying[or chatting]... then i go there the most do hw.... hmmm... see first

todae has been a weird dae... normalli i dont get veri much msgs when i sleep... but somehow this morning when i was sleeping got so many msgs... then my phone keep waking me up.... gdness... maybe its my fault la... i woke up ard 2...
hai~~... i have been escaping for doing my mountain of hw the whole dae... later gotta rush everything.... i dont like chem or physics hw... i dont understand the physics topic at all in the first place
and i had a super nice dinner... todae was tofu fried with mince meat and chilli... plus salted egg with porridge... and then ice cream then yakult... nice man~~ ahhh.... so happy now... cept for the hw though
btw my best timing for minesweeper expert is 83 secs... beat tt?

todae was the performance... lets juz say it was not too bad... and during practice the conductor keep picking on the bass pple[onli got me and my senior] coz i think the conductor and my senior got a bit ... i dunno... ya lor... so make the both of us play solo until he happy...[heh... he couldnt say much bad things abt us... coz we played quite well =)]
then i went with grace to eat macs... we shared one upsized mcnuggets meal... jas choe was there[again]... yep.... studying for her ss... *whew*... so glad i no need take humans anymore.... then abt 4 i went church... definitely fun... i mean... majority of the type of pple i hang out with r there... common interests... habits... stands... i like tt man...
brian chan gave me his chicken flavoured peanuts... coz he tightened his braces... couldnt eat or wat.. aniwaez... the j1 section finished it off... was super yummy man.... as always=) thnx brian if ur reading this =p
hmmm... realised its a small world after all... since ... nvm... its a not-so-secret mission for now... hor isabel? hmmm.... super tired man... woke up late[as usual] at 650 and lasted the whole dae..... k... gonna have a nice long sleep until tmr afternoon...
oh... and i juz juz juz juz juz realised.... i forgot to record tyhe cartoon todae... wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........ so sad.. *sob*

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k... back to main topic... todae we had to sit thru 5 hrs woth of speeches... 95 candidates + 1 vice principal speech.... super boring... somemore i couldnt fall asleep... dunno y
was super tired lor... mainly coz last nite i slept at 1+++am... and i woke up halfway with this cramp on my late... end up i woke up 20 mins late... had to rush for the bus again... 2nd time this wk liao
hmmm.... physics test i got 16.5/25... which is a great improvement frm my last 10.5... not bad... then so weird... when ms yee ask who got the range 15-20... then jim who was sitting between me and shiwei [coincidentalli the 3 of us in the row scored exactly the same marks] took both our hands and raised it up... u noe... like the declaring winner... then the judge takes up the winner's hand... ya like tt lor... then dunno y sock started laughing
then got napfa test... gdness la... lasted till 8... then sch gate closes at 8... so we cheong until like siao lor... but aniwaez my results not too bad lor... can get silver... but i quite sore abt sit ups... onli managed to do 37... so little... hai~~
yup... we went serene macs for dinner... then there got jas choe, andre and joshua... frm my table they made funny face at me... so i make funny faces at them... then wenhao [sitting diagonally opp me] had this weird look on his face... quite fun la... we tok a lot of in-depth stuff.... actualli more like toking abt scandals... heheh... quite fun sia =)
todae veri tiring... but veri fun oso.... and tmr is the concert.... gdness.... i missed cca todae... but tmrs the performance liao... and im 1 of the 2 bass pple there.... *sweatdrop*

full~~... hehe.... a full me is a happy me... =)... cept for the veri painful ulcer. lemme see... i juz had tofu with mince meat and salted egg... duck... porridge... hehe.... so yummy~~~
todae so tiring... double=double period... got gp... which basicalli i slacked... no i didnt sleep... juz was spacing out... then physics prac... speaking of which tmr must hand up my report liao..
the physics quiz was.... like f maths... terrible... though i can do the qns... but 1st qn i got 1/8... a bit demoralising when my first qn cannot do... my last qn got the marks though... =)
was the first time we do physics prac with the new sch u... oh gdness... the fans must be off and the window closed coz cannot have wind... then sooooooooooooo hot... was sweating juz now... ah... speaking of which i havent bathe yet =p
then so shuang... coz i no cheena... so went home at 3... was raining real heavily... so i was waiting for my bus... and when i saw 157 i was like ... yes!! then shiwei turn to me and say wat not my business why i keep looking?!?!?!?! up till now i still dont understand
hmmm.... will hafta ask bro vincent[or who i dunno] for the t shirt design liao... then i can go contact supplier for the shirt... yeah!!... zone tee.... its gonna be soooo cool =)

status:currently dling the newer version of messenger... its getting on my nerves... everytime i sign in to msn the thing tells me to dl it... aniwaez... 56k modem.... gonna take a while
oh... todae was the inter ct debate... hmm.... dunno whther everyone was involved... looked as if onli 10 classes turned up the most
yup... we lost by 1 pt... *whew*.... at least it looked like we didn't lose deliberately... but realli it takes up a lot of time preparing... so we oso didnt want to win =)
todaes f maths test was bad... coz i was so blur not to realise one stoopid part[which normalli i can do one]... so caused my whole qn to be wrong.... the thing is... the paper onli has 2 qns... im in trouble man... coz i prob wont get full marks for the 2nd qn... so might fail... hai~~

ha... not using my com todae... but my bros... coz i using the printer to do research for my pw and the debate tmr... *sweatdrop*... found out juz now tt our opponent may not be participating tmr... which means if we pass the first round, immediately we must start preparing for the next round... which is oso tmr.... hai~
then tmr got maths tests... oh gdness... though i did study... [during maths lesson]... but still i need to go thru my work... butthen i might not have the time... and thursdae got physics test... but i dont have the time...
k... aniwaez went for harmoc todae... tot it was juz like arranging us for the concert on saturdae... but turns out its actualli practice.... heh... oops
ya la... played soccer for pe juz now... quite fun leh..... coz the field not too big.... hmmmm..... not bad... not bad... at least we neednt train for napfa on fridae
oh... i found out the score for yesterdae liao... njvs st francis 9-1.. yeah!!!

hai~~~... this is not gd... i ate too much during lunch todae... so after pe lesson wanted to puke... quite badly... hmm... lemme see.... yesterdae and todae i ate like a lot... ha... finalli i start eating normalli... hmm... last nite went fish and co... had fish and chips.... wasnt tt amazing though... then lunch had chicken rice + egg +1/8 of grace's veggies... i pinched my nose and swallowed it before i started eating my rice... then juz now i had kfc.... the new meal thing... yes i finished all my veggies... gross man
so.... moral of the story... im now having another stomach prob... coz everything is stuck in my stomach... tmr hopefulli wont kanna disturbed by my class again...=)
aniwaez... 2.4 was xiong man... juz found out todae we were having the run.... woah..... then i ran.... and ran... clocked a time of 16m14s... which is an average of 2m42s per round..... ouch... missed by 4 secs to get a c...
yup... lessons were super boring[as usual]... ha... and jim was screaming at me after lunch... sock was laughing at the scene. k... wat happen is tt jim and shiwei went the other side of the canteen to buy food... while me and grace stayed to buy chicken rice on this side. then we went over to the other side to sit while jim and shiwei came over to sit... so they ended up sitting onli the 2 of them... opp this veri noisy ger... and after tt when they found out we were all along on the other side... jim practicalli screamed at me in front of everyone... he was using this falsetto voice... ha... we all noe the true reason y he was like tt... *hmmmm*
so nj was playing against st francis for soccer... and nj was in white... i forgot... so when st francis[in red] scored a goal... i cheered..... *sweatdrop*... but aniwaez nj scored 3 goals after tt.... i left after halftime... so dunno the total score...

k... so todae the keys class was finalli conducted... well.... it was ok.... i sometimes at a loss... coz oso we were using the long keyboard, but im a 2nd keys person... so a bit tough lor.... overall quite fun la... =)
hmmm... im in trouble... didnt do any work todae.... was sleeping la... then we went out for dinner...... juz came back..... so late lor... where got time to do work liao... heh...
bought a new cd todae...... again..... hai~~... spent 30 bucks in 2 daes... amazed by riverview church... i heard some of the songs before... quite nice leh =)

ha!... todae went to help bro alex teach keyboard lessons... quite fun la... coz for once i not the most 'junior' person around.. =)... speaking of which... tmr i gotta teach for 2 hrs straight... but... wat to teach????????? i dunno leh.... the most i can think of will prob take 1/2 hr... transposition... =)
yup... so 1-3 teach lessons... then until 430 was doing my work lor... with jas choe... but basicalli i was multitasking... was at the same time preparing cell stuff.... and playing with the frog...
i finalli bought the lakewood live cd!!!!! now listening to it.... hmmm.... 1st track... ok la....
and tat todae super blur... first he left his maths stuff in the chapel... so ok... i said since sherene coming nj for tennis match on wednesdae i pass to her... then he ask who live near east coast [he called charmaine phone] ... so i said esther... so he was like begging her to pass it to him coz he go vj... he didnt realise tt char lived veri near vj... so he begged her when he found out.... blah... blah... his begging went on for a long time... so actualli he wanna ask esther la... ha!... after everything... i juz picked up my phone... called him... and conveniently told him tt since tmr i going pl for jam... i could easily go down to amk to pass to him first... [he lives near amk]... *sweatdrop*...
yup... at the bus stop bro adrian called me and char and asked if we wanted a ride home... yeah!!!
hmmm... realised todae i ate a lot of sugar... had orange juice, 1 snickers bar, a lot of mentos and fruittips, mr softee
wat i ate todae:as above + mee pok + vegetable keropok + isabel's luncheon meat... my stomach is in a lot of trouble... coz im feeling full liao... this is scary

*this is on my bulletin board in friendster =)*
1. Will u love the person who once hurt u?
i suppose so... =)
2. Will u go out on a date with a person u know
who is already committed with someone??
nah... definitely not
3. Would u steal the person u love most from ur
friend??
hmm.... nope
4. What`s the nicest thing you`ll do for love??
i made my mother a handmade pressie=)... duh... its juz love... =p
5. What`s the least thing you`ll do for love??
hmmm....
6. Will u give ur ex a second chance??
ex??? er.... wait first
7. What was the best thing you`ve done for the
person u love??
be nice =)
8. If u get stuck in an elevator with your ex,
what will you do??
if its dark ill take the chance to get a short nap... but if the lights r on... hmmm... sit around and tok?
9. Will u give ur partner a big kiss in front
of many people??
*sweatdrop*
10. If ur ex fooled u once,will u give another
set of trust on her/him??
dunno leh
11. What will u do if u caught ur partner with
someone else inside her/his room or bed??
eh....
12. If you will be given a choice..Will u
drink a bottle of wine one-on-one with ur
partner or with ur crush only the two of u
inside the room?
no alcohol for me =)
13. If you can only save one person on a
crashing plane,who would it be?? ur crush, ur ex
or ur partner?
me first =)
14. You are with your partner in a party.
Your ex asked you to dance with her/him even for
a couple of minutes. Will you u dance with
her/him knowing ur partner is right there beside
u?
yup... but note: i cant dance... heh
15. Will u still give a present to ur ex on
her/his very special occassion??
wat special occasion would tt be first...
16. If u hear the word "love". Who comes into
ur mind first?
mother
17. You won 2 tickets for a concert. Who will
you invite? Your partner,ur ex or ur crush??
fren would be betta
18. Will u do a big favor for ur ex, now that
you're already friends??
depends.... im a kinda lazy person... =p
19. Now, whom u are thinking right now?? Ur
partner, ur ex or ur crush??
isabel... who sent this......./...

im sick todae... so not gonna say veri much
juz tt during tutorial todae my head was sooo pain.... then ms ng tot i was sleeping... ask me go wash face... but actualli i wide awake... juz tt my eyes open veri pain.. hai~
then no choice had to go for cca... dunno how to get excuse... so i juz like... blow the harmoc with a headache lor... then veri tired..... yup... gonna sleep soon... need my rest... =)
speaking of which... its scary... im not able to eat a lot... everything makes me feel full... breakfast i had 1 lingyong bao... lunch is macnuggets and half a cup of coke... during physics i had one chocolate biscuit... during harmoc break i had 1 slice of watermelon+3 cookies... and my dinner was leftover[macs] apple pie and 250ml of orange juice and 1 ferrero rocher.... and i feel full now... gdness...

my stomach prob hasnt gone away..... so now im eating much lesser..... hmmm... wonder if its obvious tt wat i eat changes wheneva i got stomach prob... todae cartoon man.. i was drinking up my bubble tea... then sock gave me one tiny piece of veggie to eat... i stared at it... eh... *sweatdrop*... then somehow the rest of the table[my classmates] were looking at me... then when i dumped the veggie into my mouth they all clapped... *wat the....* but seriousli i tot it tasted horrible.. i was trying not to breathe lor... and i didnt chew... i juz swallowed it... cant stand the taste... seriousli
and on my way home i went to buy milk to drink... hmm... so long nv drink milk liao... at least 2-3 yrs... actualli i stopped drinking milk in primary sch... im lactose intolerant... but aniwaez now my stomach seems to not protest to the milk... *eh*
and i think i caught jim's flu... its like i cant smell anything... cant taste anything.... *sigh*... somemore i juz had my fave cup noodles.... and i couldnt taste it... and todae during physics i was like blowing my nose into the tissue constantly.... gdness... my nose now feels like it wanna drop out liao
the newest lakewood live cd is out liao... wah!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna buy lor... but... hai~~... tmr when i go church manna alreadi close... veri tempted to go out of sch during my 2-hr break to go church buy... but i gotta stay... think we gonna discuss the interclass debate thing.... i realli dunno how to debate... realli.... we r up against huiren's team first... gdness.... i feel weird.... same cell mah..... then on opposite sides... but at least the motion is not on controversal issures... its on *sweatdrop* environmental issues...

ha... in the sch com lab now having gp lesson... no im not slacking... juz tt we're going thru some essay structure... which we did before last time during the first 3 mths liao... so now im juz juggling between typing out wat teacher types out and typing out the blog.... yup =)
seriousli todae quite tiring leh... and its onli 10!~!!!! hai~~...todae sit in the bus i fell asleep... the my head keep knocking against the wondow... *ouch*
k... gotta go choose essay to write liao...
heh.... gd mood... 2 hrs worth of computer

todae no gd... my stomach problem is acting up again... hai~~~~
so juz a few mins ago i was sitting in the kitchen drinking some veri yucky prune juice[first time in my whole life maN...] but it doesnt seem to be working... gdness.... my stomach is always giving me prob... maybe i should eat veggies... but my gag reflex acts up if i taste veggies in my mouth... hai
k... i came home at 10 plus to an empty house... everyone not home yet.... prayer meet was quite cool todae..... prayed over gen x = us ..... hmmm... gonna try and make it for the rest of this mth...=)

and i tot yesterdae's pe was xiong... todae was xionger lor...
first the normal 2 rounds... k la... not too bad... then we had to jump up the grand stand[the big steps... not the stairs]... tt one still can... i tot pe quite simple... then... teacher say we go for 1 round... guys in 2 mins ger 2min1/2... i was like... gdness.... leg a bit the suan hor... so aniwaez i ran... wasted all my energy... got a timing of 2m4s... k... then we had to do dips... still not to bad... 3 sets of 10... then we had to go for another round... guys in 1m50s, gers 2m15s... tt i finished in 1m55s... still quite ok... but after the abdominal exercise... all my stamina gone liao lor... last round guys 1m40s... gers 2m10s... i was soooo tired... after 200metres like tt i couldnt run so i stopped..... and walked for like 50 metres... surprisingly my timing was 2m20s... not bad leh... considering i was so slackish....
after pe the few of us stayed back to help to the lignum collage for friendship dae... ha... someone went to cut a heart shape of 2 ministers[guys]... and it was actualli pasted on... then got 1 side full of millitary pics... they went to paste 1 saddam hussein pic.... *sweatdrop*
todae was quite ok la.... quite slack lor... onli tutorial was f maths./.. oh gdness... tmr ms ng starting on vectors II... i hate vectors...... hai~~... later must go attempt to do my work...
yup... chem test postponed frm thurs to fridae... so tt means tmr nite i can go church... =) but onli tt fridae got maths quiz got chem test.... gotta realli study... eh......... on thursdae =)

ouch~~... not realli =)
todae pe super xiong man. first was warm up 2 rounds... tt was normal.... but.......... i decided to chase after tammy... ended up getting myself super tired. k... so finished the run super tired... then the teacher told us we were gonna run 3 rounds... guys 6 min... gers 8 mins.... i was like.... gdness... so i ran... i ran... surprisingly my first round i do slowly is 2 min 30 sec... last time for me to run tt timing for 1 round was super tiring... but now like diff... maybe coz the pe here is tougher oso la... but... come 2nd round i started having stitches... gd thing ruo lin was oso veri tired... so we walked. so weird lor... i nv get stitches... now onli after 3 rounds... [plus warm up] i get,... so weird. then we had to do 8 jumps like te knees wanna touch the chest tt one... and sprint... 6 times... then 1 min worth of sit ups... gdness... so tiring man.. but i survived... heh
k... so after pe we were sitting around... then the soccer team was playing mah. first half... nj vs nyjc... 4-0... ending is nj vs nyj 4-2... hmmm... not bad....
ya... aniwaez in physics tutorial i was sooooooooo tired.... shiwei said tt i was copying down wat ms yee was writing... then i fan bai yan.... dozed off... but still continued writing... hmmm... weird... my notes r fairly legible... [though they dont make sense=p]
k... looking forward to tmr morn... onli the morn... coz got 1 free period to slack... yeah!!.. thnx to the pple who take cheena... =)
k... todae was quite tiring.... as in both sleepy and exhausting...

came back to my com after watching prince of egypt. it realli amazes me. i read abt moses many times, but watching the show gives me a new viewpoint. firstly, it nv occured to me tt when moses went back to egypt to demand the release of his pple, he would actualli be on opposite sides with someone he had grown up with. here we can realli see tt moses was willing to give up everything for God... and tt part realli touched me... =)
hai~~ back to non-serious stuff... been slacking for another dae... was trying to do physics... but gave up after the squash ball i calculated was 32 kg... *sweatdrop*... trying to do chem... but i hate writing explanations... then f maths..... its fun/.. but i dont like having to think and think and think and still not get the ans....
but aniwaez.... todae is quite relaxing... somehow i find tt my sundaes r becoming filled up... with church la.... but tts gd... coz most of it has sumthing to do with music min =) and i enjoy it.
and i realised tt fruit juice is veri gd for health cept tt its veri sweet. k.... i shall start drinking a lot of juice... oh gdness.... i wont get diabetes ... lemme see... i had 2 cups of orange juice =400 ml and half a cup of starfruit juice. is tt a lot? ha... my mother coincidentalli bought this fruit juice squeezer thing todae... tts how i got the starfruit juice... =)

hungry~~~~~
simple... todae when i woke up... there was no food in the house, so my mother cooked me an omelette to eat... then i had to rush to sch for harmoc practise.
speaking of which... there were 2 new guys in bass... how come like so many pple shift in and out of bass arh? got sandy who left... then tt ger who kept complaining... didnt see her... aniwaez, these 2 guys were veri cartoon... they blow and made the elephant sounds... then when we tried to play together i was trying so hard not to laugh... until grace looked at my face and laughed as well =) they not bad la.... at least they tried to learn.... i oso had to put in effort learning. then i was quite surprised when denson(yr 2)[i dunno how to spell] asked me wat was the line and dot for... so i was like explaining the half beat and everything... gdness... i had betta not be wrong... or else i can dig a hole liao.... =p
yup... then i left at 3 to go church... was serving... bad thing was... when i got on the bus it started raining... so i was like walking in heavy rain. the wonderful thing is tt i didnt look drenched... i looked like i had been in the rain for onli a while.,.. thnx to the waterlag nj uniform =)
gobbled down a sandwich and half a choc... then i went to practise lor... was sooooooooo nice... we learnt this new song called centre of my life todae... realli cool... it changes frm D to E and back to D again... fun man
Jeanette asked if i could serve nxt wk... dunno leh.... ive been serving for the past 2 services liao.....
yup... aniwaez during cell i was leading grow. the one thing im scared of grow is tt its the main part of cell... so it must be well-planned. so aniwaez while i was trying to remind myself tt its not me tt makes it happen... its the pple... somehow i started with the lame jokes... not realli... juz tt wat i said everyone was laughing la... so i guess. it was quite fun after all =)
in summary....
wat i ate todae: 1 cheese omelette, 1 cup of orange juice, 1 sandwich, 1/2 choc, a lot of sweets
so hungry now... but im too lazy to go buy food frm 7-11... hai~~~
hmmm... i wonder if anyone actualli reads all these... since ive been writing so much stuff

todae was a nice dae!!... woke up at 4pm... believe it or not =) made up for all my lost sleep over the past wk
k... so i was thinking [yes i actualli do think... and i think quite a lot]
out of church, my closest frens actualli still belong to st nix. yes i have gd frens in nj.... but somehoiw i feel tt i juz cant like.... eh.... be veri natural... maybe its juz tt i spent like onli 4 mths with them, whereas i spent 2 yrs with my sec sch frens... hanging out all the time... slacking together... copy hw... eat kfc every wk when they had offer... [haha... meng and her chilli sauce... =) onli those there will noe wat it means.... and chille sauce during pe] and playing volleyball together every wk... man... i miss those times.... not the teachers ... not sch... onli the pple
i guess tt though i may be tt type to always say hi to pple... its a habit la... i cant like dunno someone and hang around them veri often./.. but it doesnt mean tt i wanna be gd frns with everyone... eh... im getting myself confused. k... i wanna make gd frens, but i find it veri hard to be able to make gd frens, coz somehow i find myself putting in a lot of effort, and the other person will wait for me to be a gd fren... i dont like it this way, but it always happens, and im getting quite tired of it=)
in nj i find tt im getting some gd frens soon.... 1 grp of them... but i dunno how long it will take la... but its gonna happen... i juz noe it... *sweatdrop*... heh
yup... church frens no need say... in the first place we hang out all the time, we do crazy things together... makan... everything... so timewise its shorter... =)
enough of this... im getting too serious for my own gd... heh./... i dont like being serious.... relaxed is gd.... i believe annie ang will agree with me... =)

*yawn*... juz got home =)
ha... ha.... ha... todae was a nice dae man..... 2 double lessons.... nearly dieded... firstly = gp... ms yap is a nice teacher... but when faced with english stuff... my eyelids get heavier... and heavier... and heavier.... normalli... not todae though, was diff coz i was watching tammy fold this paper horse which had wings... so at least got a bit of entertainment. then i started vandalising wenhao's the name thing... i drew this pufferfish... then a gold fish... heheh. and i learnt one veri nice fact - the faster i finish my work, the more i get to sleep... and so.... lets juz say tt i slept a little bit, but not when ms yap was toking la... will make me feel guilty one
and... oh gdness... physics. before lunch we had physics lecture... after lunch was double physics. prac normalli is quite ok... but todae was not... todae was tutorial./.. oh gdness... ha... ms yee had to scold someone quite a few times for falling asleep.... realli lor... though ms yee is a nice teacher... but after lunch... warm and humid lab.... veri conducive to sleep. ha!... but i mastered the art of keeping awake... i think i was munching on my bread while teacher not looking... more carbo = more energy... and... oh ya.... wenhao said sumthing lame... and shiwei patted him and said... dunno la... but he called wenhao 'my dear'. grace and me heard it... we were like...... er.... *sweatdrop*.... quite disgusting... one guy calling the other 'my dear'. oh ya.... during the lecture the 3 cartoons = wenhao, shiwei and jim were using the clean and clear face blotters... which were not clear... they were blue. so aniwaez... so disgusting man... coz after 'prac' they were blotting their faces in front of ms yee...
then while waiting for annie in aj to end lessons and come over meet me at 5 plus... i went library slack./ btw the rest of the class have DOUBLE cheena.... while i ended at 3... but surprisingly i didnt sleep.... and after dunno how long shiwei appeared and he was doing his work... no offense but like i rarely see him do work one =)
yup.... met annie.... long time no see her.... but we always always got a lot of things to tok abt.... coz we're so similar in habits and thinking. turns out she oso likes to stick her fingers into her blouse thru the space between her buttons to rub her stomach... =p
she blur blur one... told her msg me when she was neariong macritchie so tt i can go over meet her... but she fell asleep.... so i received her msg tt she reach my church liao while i was still at the library... ha.... typical of her... actualli me oso.... cept i not so tt a bit the extreme la... =)

todae was a ... *yawn*... okay dae.
firstly... wonderful me managed to miss the bus... then missed my morning jog lor... hai~~ feel quite bad... coz tammy ran alone... k... tmr i betta not miss the bus. then didnt eat my papaya todae... now got stomachache no use... coz i no papaya in my stomach
lessons were so-so... made a few new frens in gp todae... they r nice pple... but... typical of me... i remember faces... not names. speaking of which in my previos gp class i remember names and not faces. simple reason - i sat at the back, so i constantly heard everyone's names but didnt see their faces.
then civics was funny... coz we supposed to do some stuff on colour paper to show wat we want out of our jc life. ended up the few of us nonsense pple did all the low class humour stuff... someone drew a man on a candy cane with a cast saying 'im lame' then we wrote down a lot of lame jokes.... wrote down the 'fujin is a sea urchin... wenhao is gold fish...' [sung in the tune of old macdonald]... haha... tt was gd man. i hear frm the 'file guy' who plays chord in harmoc tt they drew the nj sticker... 1 rock plus one tree... y? coz nj stones and vegetates.... hmmm.... was a gd one... =)
*whew*... juz finished typing out the class list... i tell u.... everyone's handwriting is soo..... the... esp the guys... oh gdness... yesterdae the list was illegible... made them write again juz now... betta go double check with grace b4 printing it out
and... somehow i got into the class debate team... to debate abt stuff pertaining to the environment... [heh?] actualli ms ng juz dumped me in the team... hai~~... tts for toking too much in class... but nvm la... i asked tat to help..... blehh.... but no high class french restaurant meal for him though./.... maths tuition can.... at his own risk =p
yup... like tt lor.... found out tt saturdae gopt harmoc practise... 1-4... but i gotta be in church at 330.... hmmm..... church comes before sch... =) tts for me, but still sch is more impt... hai~~~...

haha... todae was a stomachache dae...
k... first when i went sch went jogging with tammy and grace... ah feels gd man.... remember the [not-so] gd old daes when st nix made us jog 3 rounds in the morn... now its fun... last time it wasnt... =).. then had my normal papaya, found out tt my project grp had 4 pple.... ya lor... hmmm....
then first preriod was cheena... and me... whos not taking cheena, went to sit around with jim and shiwei. was quite funny, first shiwei went toilet.... then jim, who was drinking coffee[his laxative] rushed to the toilet... then i was drinking soya bean... which gave me the stomachpain which i still having now... *ouch*... and shiwei drank soyabean and puked...
hmmm... nth much happened after tt... cept i felt gd coz for the first time i not lagging in my tutorials... like duh! todae onli got f maths tutorial... and i guai guai finished it up yesterdae...=)
then during pe was so surprising. see arh... normalli i run at the back of my class gers... but todae i decided... k... run in front. so i ran behind the gers of another class.... then i overtook them... then i saw arthur, so i tot to myself 'hmmm... juz keep this distance will do' then i overtook him... and before i knew it... 2 long rounds finish liao... yeah!!!
somehow i suspect the guys r up to sumthing and it involves me... coz wenhao and shiwei todae had this veri suspicious look on their faces during our drink session after pe.... abd they positively refused to tell me wat was going on... hai~~... gonna try to probe =p

wat the... in the end we didnt take height and weight... *whew*... but aniwaez... gonna hafta start my training for napfa liao....haha.... i training with some gers in my class... at least we all run slow slow one
todae... our tutorials started... super boring man... then our chem tutor veri old one... but she super lame one man... =) but still i wanted to fall asleep... then during f maths lecture the row of jim then shiwei then wenhao all sleeping... so i join them... eh... not realli... coz i kinda prefer theory of equations to vectors... =p
yup.... pe was super slack oso... 2 rounds, then a bit of leg lifts... then listen to teacher nag at us... tts all... =)
then during our normal drinks [bubble tea] after pe... ben looked as though he wanted to faint... and he asked me help him carry his bag to the sigma labs which were veri high up.... hai~~... but he show us video... quite interesting leh
k.... shall try to get rid of my stomachache [yes.... again].... considering i finished off grace the papaya.... so... eh... yup
hmm.... todae was quite ok..... no overdose of lameness aka low class humour

hmmm... todae wnt to pl to jam... my shift was frm 11-1... but the big kpo i am... =p... i went at 9 and stayed all the way to 1... heh.... was quite fun leh.... for one thing we managed to play more, and was so fun changing keys all the way... =)
lemme see... then we went to the restaurant for lunch, and i realised the special i ordered... came with 1 sunny side up, and fried egg inside the fried rice... the big prob was... i had a red egg for breakfast. oh... i woke up late, so i had enough time to stuff the hard boiled egg into my mouth then rush out of the house.
and to my utmost horror... after finishing tt big plate of rice, i realised tmr got pe... which means we will be taking height and weight.... oh gdness... means i gotta bring my pe shorts along... coz its so long tt i cant wear with the skirt... can see one la... stoopid la... we all onli can buy the guys shorts
lemme see.... yup... tts how my dae ended... with me taking this ultra big nap frm 3-7pm...... hai~~.... betta go do my vectors hw... i hate vectors man... i veri much prefer theory of equations... dunno y... imagining lines dont seem to appeal to me at all.. =p...
k..... gonna go watch tv........ no way i will be able to get to sleep for a long while man...

ok... i went out with cindy and andy zhang ... whom i havent seen for a looooooooooooooooong time on fridae... hmmm.... lemme see
cindy: she changed like.............. woah... so much...
i remember last time she short hair... a bit boyish boyish one... then somehow when i saw her... contacts..... rebonded [long] hair... eat with mouth veri not open..... sms all the time... and keep asking us to help her look out for stone [heh... veri cute... like little ger like tt... =)]... like a veriveriveri big diff leh,... become more ger....
so i was thinking... she wouldnt survive in my class... coz all us gers a bit [actualli a lot] boyish...... who cares abt eating a lot... juz eat until we happy... er.... we mix around with the guys... no one is shy coz no one cares abt our image.... *sweatdrop*... i think =) but cindy is very feminine now... yup... my guess is tt a lot of guys like her... ha.... oh... but she probably wont be able to stand the lame jokes tt go aound.....
andy zhang: actualli come to think of it... nth much... juz tt he become more lame... its called low-class humour... it turns out he actualli wore braces...... i notice it... coz although his teeth now straight but it got the crooked look... er......... ya
so.... he actualli didnt change a lot... but sadly... i can onli remember the p5 or p6 face... not now the face ... oops... tok abt bad memory
heh... but i dont think i would be meeting them veri often... nj timetable quite scary... and oso they changed... i dunno how to react... yup...
heh... tmr jam... llalaLAlaLa~~~

ha... todae... was a tiring dae...
1. i woke up late... had to be in outram at 1130... woke up at 1020... eh...... so i rush lor... rush like siao...
2.did flag dae for 2 hrs ++.... was tiring keeping me professional[ named by maisha] smile and being nice to pple who pretend tt i was invisible...
3. so i fell asleep on the bus on the way to church.... gd thing we didnt have to walk veri far.... painful shoes....
yup... juz had instant noodles for dinner...
juz now was so cool lor... coz me and esther went back to chapel to meet bro vic for a while... then it turns out he was oso recording the songs frm yvette and brian who were handing up their sond writing hw... so.... we had a lot a lot of fun listening and jamming!!!!!!!
yup.... nth much realli... cept my hand got badly vandalised by esther... and i realised one truth... : esther and i make the bestest frens when theres a keyboard and drumset around... =)... of coz... we need a bit more communication... ha... juz now we play cannot hear each other one... =)

hai~~... my first entry... decided to keep a blog... [finalli] coz i got a lot of things to say la
todae was a stoopid dae... our last dae to slack.... wat happened is tt the chem teacher... who seems to be always in a bad mood... she keep clicking the ppt slideshow... then wat happen? she overshot her slide... then she went 'oops!' was nth actualli... until jim started to sing quite loudly 'i did it again'... er... *sweatdrop*.... lets juz say tt my stomach was veri painful after tt
hmmm.... harmoc was veri long todae.... then the senior was asking me how come i play bass when last time i play 1st... er.... well..... one thing: slack... the other is tt i was the onli bass todae... then coz we cant hear the piano [and the instructor as well]... so was veri fun playing the bass...
then i went to brens house for steamboat... supposedly... k... the remnants of the steamboat... i reached abt 9... so they juz cooked food for me lor... then got root beer float... heh... much nicer than the canteen one... gdness... choc chip ice cream in root beer....
ya lor..... oh ya... forgot ... we went suntec for lunch todae... so after lunch we all decided to go carrefour[izzit spelled like tt??] to buy ice cream. then sock saw this box and said it was ice cream cream puffs... so we bought it.... onli to find out tt it was frozen cream puffs..... but we ate it aniwaez... and after tt we mutilated the box.
eh... new classmates came into our class todae... hai~~... they're gonna need a bit of time to adapt. one veri illustration... mrs soh wanted us to do the qn... but we all slackers la.... we wait for the ans to come out a while later... so we sit around do nth... but......... when i turned around... the other pple had their heads bent over their work.... oh gdness...... its onli the beginning of sch leh.....